Sunday, January 31, 2010
8:55 AM
So, uh... I got into the Media Studies & Management Course, which felt super awesome. I've never felt that happy in a long time. I guess I felt a bit deserving since I couldn't feel all that satisfied for my O Level results. Sad thing is I don't know anyone from the Business Sch in NYP, until yesterday Faz told me WY is entering Business in NYP. I was like... "What?" He would probably be the last person I would've guessed to enter the same school and dept as me.
Ah sad, it's gonna be awkward ): Because I guess I was a bit immature in the past and might've made a very bad impression on myself. Haha, but oh well, going to my "dream" course is amazing! Suddenly, a rush of things I wanted to do came to my head. Maybe becoming a director, publishing my own media production. Aww would that be nice!!! And Jun would be in charge of the animation and all (:
After I submitted my 12 choices, I was hesitating about my first and second choice. If I were to enter my first choice, I was told I couldn't enter a local uni and that made me super depressed. Because if that were to happen, chances are my family wouldn't let me get to uni to get a degree and I would be stuck with a damn diploma for the rest of my life. And I wouldn't be able to get loads of money, being a writer with a diploma stuck in Singapore definitely doesn't sound very succeeding. So uhh, yeah... I was really hesitating.
Now I got my second choice, which made me feel relieved. Because this course is not only about media, but business and all sorts of things. And the good part is that I can go to overseas and local universities, I'm glad (: It's like this is a reply from God telling me everything would be alright even if I were to hesitate and stumble, God would be there to pull me back up again (:
It'll really be nice to go to a nice university after poly graduation and succeed. It's been really messy, my ideal future. Maybe because I don't really know what I'm interested in and I don't really know what I want to do in life, but one thing I'm very sure, I definitely don't want to lose (: I'm not losing to my cohort and I'm never losing to my family generation. Here I come~!!
