Wednesday, January 7, 2009
7:32 PM
emo again? Seriously, is this why puberty sucks? I hate mood swings! And mood swings ruin my day when it's supposed to be sweet and nice. Why must this life of mood be swung so much?? Thousands of questions run through my head and I'm like "AAARRRGHHH NOOOO!!! SHUT UP BRAIN!!! I'LL THINK ABOUT IT LATER!!"
I'm not lackadaisical when I want to =.=! Well, I want to go JC in Language & Literature. My mom prefers me to go Mass Comm. Christin says I'll succeed in Design. My dad, I think he wants me to go engineering but he's not saying anything. I'm so confused like crazy!!!!!!! Who or what am I supposed to look at? I'm not even starting about Os!
O lvls. ARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!! Here is my aim!
English: A1
Malay: A1
E Maths: A1
A Maths: A2
POA: B4
Humanities: A2
Science combined: A2
L1R4: 7
L1R5: 9
Malay: A1
E Maths: A1
A Maths: A2
POA: B4
Humanities: A2
Science combined: A2
L1R4: 7
L1R5: 9
stressful huh? 6 out of 7 distinction!!! I have to, if I want to get into any school I want. I don't care what it takes. I'll work hard. I'm gonna. But.... Can I really do it? I'm really thinking twice about everything. Life's hard like this ):
Do I need to continue on? My mom? My Dad? Myself? My future? My past? My life? There's really nothing to care but thanks to my mood, I'm thinking of stupid stuff when I'm not even supposed to!!!
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Sunday, January 4, 2009
1:28 PM
4th jan~ ahh feel so sad today. Perhaps coz of my monthly bloody thingy xD new yr....
I started to work on POA. OMG am I scared. Suddenly the thought hit me that I hardly know anything about POA. I got D7. And I'm aiming for B4!! OH shit I need Hwee Bin's help man~!!
I think, and think and think.... let's do some japanese. I haven't done that in a while.
僕は大事な人かな?何時も考えてた、今やっと築いたんだ。僕は大事な人じゃない。どうして?どうしてだろう?僕に何がいいやなの?この僕に悪い人なの?ねえどうして？誰か教えて。
Yea my rant so if anyone can read it, then can you answer it? Maa it's ok coz the reason I want it ｔo be in Jap is so that no one can understand it xD
Friday, January 2, 2009
3:24 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!
lol I shouldn't really be happy that 2008 is over but,oh well xD There's a lot of things to look forward to!!!!
1)SOYA~
I cannot get enough of events! But can't go to Cosfest this yr too!!! O lvls are scary ya know T.T
2)Cosplaying~!!!
I'm cosplaying this year!(I hope!) So I'm damn hyped about it... I might even buy contacts xD if there's extra money ;D
3)O Lvls~
It's not really something to look forward to T.T I guess this means less time on the laptop and more time in books!
4)MY sixteenth birthday~
Sweet Sixteen ;D Ma my mom celebrates sweet seventeen though xD Anyways, I'll be performing a bit something on my birthday. Gotta look forward to that!
So today was first day of school. Met everyone again~ Nothing much really... Just that we have a new VP called Sundram or something.... I can tell Gwee is DAMN unhappy abt it... Who can blame her, I don't want another person telling me how to do my job!
Mr Wong's talk was unshockingly unbearible. It was SOOOOO long and heavy... Then aft that was Mr Rani's talk. A lot better but still.... x.X Then got check. I almost kana for my 'super' long hair (did i say it's super?? Coz to me 3 inches off my collar is not super!) but said I was cutting it in Sat/Sun. Then did nothing and ate macaroni with fish (bad combo, I know) and yeah...
More fun part is when I'm going home.... Siyi and I managed to get on the bus at the very end. So we were on the steps at first. On the Swiss Cottage stop, we moved up to the driver's side. Then Swiss Cottage's newbies tried to enter. This boy, a bit plump, tried to enter. Then when the uncle closes the door, his mom pushes him out and guess what? His shoe was left in the bus!!!
I couldn't see what was left but his mom was pointing something on the edge of the door and looking at me so I went, "Uncle, stop stop!" Then his mom took the shoe and we left! I asked Siyi what it was then she replied "shoe". I was baffled!! So then, I got off and then I saw Fuzzy...
Well, it's weird to suddenly see her xD Then we talked about random stuff~~ and then I went home. I ate, and surfed the net. After this I'm going to do my homework or what. Sorry, but I'm realising.
Hey, it's Sec 4. Whatever I thought comes now. No more waiting. No more tomorrow. No more later. I'm a sec 4 student NOW, not tomorrow, and not later. So I should act like one NOW. Ok gonna do my work~ Jya ne~
