Wednesday, August 29, 2007
9:45 PM
heya! So sry was v bz doing a blogskin. And it's done! LOL so ez lar, just ripped from this blogskin. Drogue is still creditted. haha anw today was fun. Morning, w siyi. Then go school. This Paddy Tan guy talking abt BAK2U product. super gd, bt so sad cannot do at my hp :( nvm then, ms ho re-arrange. SHE PUT MY SEAT IN FRONT!!! WALAU!!! Super mad lar, I like sit behind lor. Then she put me in front =.= dun care leh. Then maths, normal lar. Slpy and boring. Then recess. Owe Siyi $2! lol pay u back next wk. then science. Boringer than ever b4, bt Winston and Estehr v funny lar XD then history. Write write write. Well, she said we'll be getting "holidays" next wk. Actually, in English terms, it's not correct XD Holidays are for resting and no hw! But since we HAVE to get hw, I call it "Work at home!" Where it's the same just that you do it at home! lol. Teachers don't know but I got a source saying that in foreign countries where they consider their education "SUPERB!", they don't get a SINGLE hw for holiday. Gd lar, now THAT'S holiday! ^^ so anw, talk talk do hw do hw bla bla. Bt that movie was interesting, I like documentaries but hate words words words. I prefer talking and some people doing the scenes. So it's rlly cool. Should try make history more like "STORRY TELLING TIME!" haha that's be fun! Anw aft that, we do stupid things at class. I just read Chamber or Secrets, Dini clearing up her hp inbox, Some girls talk to Sean while others play guitar. Anw going to guitar lesson, Aliff was "dead". Then they took pictures. Then at the pictures, his nose was RED! lol it was so funny. Then aft that, go guitar class. Normal normal, do normal stuff. Then when walking home.
Shafiqah: Damn lar. I can't change from Em to G sia
Dini: Aiya that so ez what? I have problem with changing from C to D
Shafiqah:That to u is hard, to me is EZ
Dini: ohhh maybe u think cannot change coz ur supposed to use left-handed guitar
Shafiqah: hmm maybe.
LOL end of convo. Well, I had this idea. I should save money. When I ROCK at guitar(after an infinity) I'll either ask my mom to buy a left-handed guitar for me or use my money. Well, decided to keep the right-handed guitar RIGHT! Lol so if I buy a left-handed, in case if wana play right, I just use my older one. haha.
Aft that, watched movie then finish doing blogskin. YEA! Woohoo I feel GOOD! ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne! it rocks, coz that's what Fuzzy said XD anw check it out
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haha ok gtg bye!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
7:47 PM
AGONY AIN'T RIGHT!
ok I'm going to make a confession! haha not a serious one, a minor one. I do like the song melody and rhytm of 19sai from Shikao Suga, but I hate, and I'll repeat I HATE the meaning of the song. Because your life isn't something your suppose to hate or reap on, it's something God gave you. So hell be appreciative of it. Who cares somebody's trying to ruin it, if you get something so valuable (like a comic you alwaes wanted or your pet) and someone say it sucks it sucks it sucks and try to ruin it, are you going to let him/her ruin it? Of course not. Same goes for your life, don't let them ruin it, it's a bloody gift so bloody don't take it for granted. haha, trying to make a statement here LOL. Coz last time I do believe my life sucks so much I wanna die, but now I realise. I realise this isn't something you have to burden yourself, it's a gift so enjoy it. Who cares about the people who TRY to ruin your life, say NO! Fight them, say no. Don't do it. You own your life, think what's best. I'm serious this can help! This helped me change, and I'm 100% sure it can help you too. I made 2 motivation poems, they're not good but I tried. So please, believe that life isn't a burden. Even if it is, it'll be better soon enough!
Agony In This World
Suicidal
SOME SONGS TO HELP YOU GET THROUGH YOUR DAY! right click save link as to keep it in your com ^^ Thanks to multiply! Bold ones are recommended! =D make sure download at least one!!
to fuzzy! I'm sure you'll like daz sampson teenage life, coz you like cute people singing, haha.
Simple Plan Grow Up
Good Charlotte I just wanna live
Wilson Philips Hold On
Chinese Song 十月合唱團 紅紅的太陽 Hong Hong De Tai Yang
Daz Sampson Teenage Life
Japanese Song YUI It's Happy Line
Bleach Opening UVERworld D-Tecnolife
I DONO LAR IF I HAVE ANY MORE IDEAS I'LL UPLOAD. ANY SUGGESTIONS ARE WELCOME!
And also thanks to Estehr for helping me change =) she's the one who slapped me in the face telling me to change. Guess you all need it as well!! haha.
yea my protest to Teenage Agony!!! muhahahahahahahahahahahaha hey, look at the bright side. I'm giving you a list of songs you can download for free you know! ^^
Labels: agony ain't right
Friday, August 24, 2007
4:21 PM
SIMPLE DAY
muhahaha today was so crazy lar. Um I'm almost late, again! Have to run to the gate so as to avoid the GRUESOME PINK FORM!!! lol aft that is 6 public caning!! WOOHOO!! lol I'm not like other people, hate to see it. I don't mind seeing it, it's sort of an entertainment to me =X sorry to say but diffrent people have different types of "entertaiment" haha. So when there's 6 in one shot, I got high!!! haha. First 3 are popular Malay boys, dono y they're popular, haha. They were caught for smoking. Mr Ang cane, one hit each. so a bit ok lar. Then 2 other extras. They tried to break into a teacher's drawer 0.o? 2 hit each, Mr Wong's turn. Looks painful, that's why I was so attentive O.O XD Aft that was Malay. INFLATED BALLOONS!!! haha loads of fun, while keeping Stephanie company, we inflated lots and lots of balloons =D for the learning festival. WOOHOO learning festival next friday. Can wait!! lol coz last year's was like every other day, HONTOUNI TSUMANAI!!! lol Really boring, anw then Maths. Forgot abt the test, so wadeva. HARD!!! I'm going to fail, GAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Recess. Ate Roti John, long time haven't eat that. Then go to geog. My head hurt lor since that Maths test, but then it's abit only so ok lar. Geog was funny. He was so fun. Then me and Jueying were like talking, saying how he's changed. Last time's lessons were bad. But then totally after that he change lar. So fun and cool. So anyway, after that English. Got my marks, 34/50!!! Dini beat me!! Lol! Hwee Bin oso~! haha must beat them next time XD lol. Was quite bad for me tho, I wanted more XD Then we got Reader's digest. About sex trade. I was like, astonished by the article. They say this little girl have to get sex over and over again because she was sold. Then after each sex, the owner sew her vagina, so ppl think she's a virgin and pay more. Jueying, Christin, Abel and me were like seriously into the topic. Melody was there too. It was loads of fun. Abel was a bit siao, haha. I laugh until my throat hurts XD Then he even made a rap and "imagined" himself sewing his vagina (and imagining he has one) lol then after that went down with Christin. Met Danielle, and the seniors. Fun lar, then Dini want me come her house. But I'm so scared of cats. Make me scared a lot!!!! So decided not to go. AWW! :( anw, then went home. Found some jeans, my mother's, big and lame but still jeans. hmmm anw, think about it later.
FINISH WATCHING KIMI WA PETTO!!! A super duper cool, nice, moral-valued and original DRAMA!! SUKI SUKI SUKI DESU!!!! DAISUKI!!!! ok lol I cried from epi 9-10, which is predictable LOL haha. Anw mina-san, watch it!!! Kore drama wa hontouni sugoi!!! Watashtachiwa **can learn stuff form it** XD so watch it eh! But pity,me tears kept flowing and flowing lol. I just love Momo and Sumire tgt, and I wish that fukishima would back off!! I WANT HASUME!! haha ok. done with a short post. lol bye~
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
5:55 PM
yo yo. sorry lar so long time nv post, even thinking of deleting my blog lar. but oh well, anw today was.. emo-ish!!! haha, I came school early and talked to Madeline. Talk talk talk then when wanna walk to class linel, Dini came to me. My eyes were O.O "Wer's Siyi?" "She nv come ar?" "She late ar? No that's impossible" lol than during assembly I called her, she say she MC.. aww nv seen it coming, anw hope she gets better =) then English. Nv do draft, kana go outside. But it's quite fun actually, we all sit sit tgt have punishment tgt, kind of fun and tgt-tgt. haha then they can go lab we can't T_T lol but then nvm lorr. zzz KC was like "it's not like we don't have a computer at home right? And it's better than this school's lab computers" 0.o? haha aft tt Science, Mr Alvin Ng nv come WEEEE!!! lol nv do anything. boring lar, =.= recess, stay at class do nth LOL aft that Malay. zzz ok i'm failing it. I'm telling you, i'm failing T_T haha nvm, then history. quite funny, bt i was sleepy coz of Malay. then homec, some illegal trespassers XD came our class and disturb2 lol. aft tt do PW for awhile then go home haha. LOL ok short post...bye~
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
9:44 PM
such a normal day
Today is quite normal. Well, I was ALMOST late. haha phew I wasn't. Then SR period do English lolx. First period English, Ms Goh was teaching abt interviewing make me psyched! I actually wana do abt parents being too workaholic and neglecting their children, but I dono if can anot. zzz after that is Science. Tiring, so boring. Can't understand anything. Anw after that is recess. Ate chicken rice!! Long time nv eat lor. Then Jasvin say abt the 3 girls who bully her in class, I say if they do it one more time call us lar. Her family, can fight for her. hehs I mean, she wasn't at fault yet she kana scold lor. Talk about injustice. Then Malay. Boring, got test. My brain no juice sia. Dono how to do haha. Then history. Ms ho, normal stuff. Then watch Lee Kuan Yew's history. Quite nice but Ms Ho skipping say not time, so wadeva. Then homec & DnT combined. Coz both teachers nv come. Then I help my DnT frenz do their wksheet, zzzz. Aft that have to meet Ms Ho. So meet lar. My thinking, if yo get in trouble, i mean in big serious trouble when you're caught red-handed, tell the truth. By telling the truth, you can prevent stuff you hate from happening. lol it works everytime haha. Then she was like saying she's not so nice and pushy and stuff. kinda pity her, but oh well. Ehh?! Is my heart that soft?! NOOOO!!! lol ok then go class, help siyi do PW while I do my history. I oso do mine, but then have to help Siyi so Gary solo haha. In the middle my mom call, then I was about to tell her the big story why I am still at school, but she just hung up. I was like, wana throw the phone lar. ZzZzZzZzZzZz!!! Whatever then at 4 something go home.
At home, shower and shower my baby bro. Then watch nodame cantabile drama series. Aft that ate, play trickster, blog and now. haha short day. ok tata, have to do my hw!!! That Ms Chia lor. Should appreciate I was trying to improve and I cannot do miracles everyday ok. zzz wadeva lar, she's asking for trouble. I have no time for that. Btw today oso Siyi angry at quite some people. Hmm, Siyi ar cannot raise voice you know. Sometimes you just let them learn their own mistakes, and jus do waht you can. People's hearts are fragile and so precious, so don't try and hurt it coz that'll be the end of yours. Meaning when you feel guilty, your heart will feel numb and cold so be nice. Even if they kill your family members, sometimes they have to do things their own way, and you don't have to make it yours only. zzz ok tata
Monday, August 13, 2007
6:19 AM
hehe long time nv post. Anw happy belated national day. And to other countries who are having their national days soon, happy advanced national day! lol anw, the few days were different-er than the others, cuz my Dad borrowed my uncle's car so we can go jalan2! We went to this Mad restaurant on the 9th, it's not really mad just the name lol. Then reminded me of Mad-jie. lolx the day after, we went to i dono where coz I forgot haha anw, on Saturday went to IKEA and Courts it was so fun, didn't rlly buy anything but hell it was fun. Then Sunday is religious class. Since I written in this blog abt it, let's start. Fyi i'll do my best to explain in general forms. So first lesson was Arabic period. The teacher came late,so we slept haha. Sleep a bit, when teacher came taught 20-30 in arabic language(which we had to remember) then next period haha. It was a pity she can't teach that much lol. Then after that is CME Of Islam. It's pretty much the same as CME in school. Then teacher asked us to do these 3 questions. I'm very guai in religious class, so it took me 20 mins to finish 3 questions lolx. Aft that recess didn't go down. Study for test coming up since I forgot abt it. After recess is, Philosophy? Of Islam. It just teaches you what God want us to know haha. Then the teacher was teaching about heaven and hell.
Teacher:When you're in heaven,you can't imagine it. You can get anything you want
One of the malay boys:Anything? Can I ask one person from heaven to go to hell?
LOL
Teacher: =.=" For what? When you're in heaven, it's too wonderful. Everything is just amazing
One of the malay boys:Won't you get bored?
Teacher:Huh? Er, of course not. You'll never get bored. And you'll get princesses, beautiful and virgin ones to take care of you.
One of the malay boys: WOOH! that's the best part haha.
Teacher: zzzzz ok moving on. Hell. It's too painful. Whoever goes there will receive great punishment. **bla bla bla lazy to go to the details**
There are funnier stuff but I forgot lar. lol anw after that the period was free period since the teacher didn't come,and no test. Lucky lol. Then aft that is Hadis. Er I think it's abt teaching from the holy people. I can sleep in this period XD ok that's all. After that, went out go to some place. Had a feast then go home haha. ok chao
Thursday, August 9, 2007
4:26 PM
BORING POST. DON'T READ IF YOU'RE SLEEPY COZ THIS IS TOTAL BORINGNESS
Dono y I so emo today, lol but try to be happy =D although it's like, something I hope won't happen is most likely to happen so I'm very worried. Can't tell anyone abt it tho, at least until it happened. Anw today is holidae~ Woke up at 10 xD then shower, play audi finished Jigoku Shoujo futakomori. Play game, eat then play com till now. I found the guitar chords for Alones but I suck at it, so whadeva. You have to change the chords like so fast lol. Maybe I'll write another emo poem and get out all my emoness in me!!! haha, I hate to be emo sometimes but when you're emo, you're just so true to yourself, instead of being happy while everything just sucks and you just don't wanna live anymore lol. Now like,
you know how it's like when you just don't feel like breathing and you just wanna stare at the ceiling not wanting to do anything at all but there you are getting ready for the day ahead of you? I felt like that this morning, I just don't wanna go through today.I just want to look at the white ceiling and think what I should do, what's happening to me and all that. I just wanna do a lot of reminiscing, but I can't. I just get a shower and go through today like every other. Sometimes life just sucks, and sometimes life is just everything you wanted. But what I know is everybody would want to know what they're for, because if they don't they just will live life helplessly. Sometimes you imagine yourself slitting your neck, shooting your head off, cutting off your body parts and it freaks you out. You just don't wanna look but that always keeps playing in your head. You keep asking yourself if you deserve it, because inside you you just don't wanna feel all that pain gushing through you when you do that. Then at that time you just feel so selfish, not wanting to do what you deserve because you're so afraid of the pain and death. Then you get confused and don't know what to do. Start throwing tantrum everywhere like it's your world and no one up there is watching.
haha my emo-stuff again. If you do feel like that, then you'd know how it feels like to see your family so happy without you and so needless for you. alright, there's not much to blog today anyway. Jana~
Labels: I'm nowhere to be near sane, my life sucks not... bt y m i so sad, someone is always worse off than you, The sun will never shine on me like it did yesterday
Monday, August 6, 2007
7:20 PM
horrible day?lol with a gd mood, it's still awesome
Today was...weird? haha. Reached school at 8 something, got Mad-jie and Joyce. Then chat chat then joined Siyi and Dini. First period was Maths. Ms. Chia HARASSING ME!!! lol XD Siyi told me she's obviously showing attitude to me. Wanna show, SHOW LAR! I don't fking care if tt's what you want from me. I oso don't wanna sacrifice my marks because of SOME teachers like you lor! If you don't wanna treat me like others, I FUCKING DON'T CARE! I just need to study and don't need to depend on teachers, I've learnt from my P6 tcher, Mrs Chong. I still rmb her advice, if I flung or can't understand the lesson, nv accuse the teacher. No matter what, what good is it to accuse someone when you don't do anything about it? Just do what you have to if you can't understand or is failing, just study more. Heck care abt the tcher, and now I'll heck care Ms Chia. She wanna ps me or whatever, I don't care. She wanna be a bitch(fyi she isn't bitchy and I hope she won't deteriorate becoming one), I hell don't care. I'm just a student and I just study. End of story.
Phew ok moving on. Malay, quite boring. Mr Suhaini test the malay boys and girl abt memorising thingy, quite funny xD then recess, met Chandani and all. So fun eating tgt again. Aft that is Art, the topic made me pretty interesting. I've been wanting to make a logo since I was a kid =D Then VE. Lucky Dini don't have to share, coz she was supposed to. haha. So cold in the AVA room. Then PW. Wana do voice-over but boys always have excuses to NOT do it. It's been weeks sia, 7 weeks!!! That DingDing and Gary....
Me: Need mic to do voice-over leh...
Gary: Dingding you go take
Ding Hao: Why I take? Dini you take.
Dini: Why must I take?
Ding Hao: you never go Editting oso. You good lar you
Dini: I don't go, I don't go lar. Shafiqah you take
Me: Don't want lar
...SILENCE.. **me getting fed-up**
Me: Fine I go take, you all bakas ** stands up and walking**
Dini: Oh I baka you ahou lar
**me pissed off** FYI BAKA=STUPID AHOU=WORSE THAN STUPID
Me: Eh Dini you don't take right you don't talk so much lar. You want call me ahou, you go take mic lar. You don't want right, then don't talk so much ok
**walks off**
Well, I was mad because I was the one taking the mic. And she had to say that, not taking the mic. Although it's not such a big deal, but I was real pissed. I mean, it's like you don't take right, appreciate the person taking rather than all in silence and no mic at all. I say baka coz I had to do it. If Dini had took it and said " stupid la all of you. I go take lar" I'll just ignore because she's taking it at least, so don't care much lar. And she had to call me something worse than what I call her. But I tried to make myself cool down a sec after. I told myself it's best to become happy the second after you get mad, before everything worsen. Then aft that Dini called me "bodoh" which is stupid in malay. I say don't call others bodoh, becuz tt's what I've learnt from my religious class. Then she say "Oh then can call others baka lar?" Ok nvm. So I made a deal nobody says baka, ahou bodoh or whatever to people. Just their real names, so ok whatever.
Aft school, met Chandani. Ate a lot, we had so much fun lar. Then go school, Monowara wana tie my hair. So I just said ok abt it. Then she did, aft tt it was hell fun. I just let it like that, and Monowara...kissed me? I knew Dini told her to, by her eyes glistening with cruelty XD I just cooled myself lar. I'm quite a serious person, I hate that about myself but sometimes it's good. Then she put plastic inside my uni. I wana scold her but never, just eyes u kno XD then took it out lar. Aft tt, must becum happy =) then they disturb my hair. Joyce told me Dini asked her to do it so I was like fucking totally pissed lar. I didn't shout just say like stop it with a straight firm voice. Then she angry at me, then I was like, angry lar. Don't disturb people like 3 times in a row lar, people will get mad right. But aft I told her to stop it, I just let her be lar. I was mad, she was mad at me for scolding her? Whatever lar, anyone would get mad when you do like that to the person, and I didn't shout or anything just say firmly. When I see Dini disturb Chandani once, Chandani tell her to stop bt in a nice way lar. I just ignore until she did it thrice, or twice because she said she didn't ask Joyce to disturb my hair. I was like so emo lor aft that. Try to ignore everything and pay attention. How I wish I could be damn perfect =(
Labels: horrible day, i dono wad to think anymore, i must never cry, I suck, my life sucks not... bt y m i so sad
Sunday, August 5, 2007
3:10 PM
muhaha
Since Dini dragged me into this, xD Dini fyi "hacked" in my blogger acc. Sad enough, I changed the pass =P...
Yesterday, have to go Canberra Sec for this art exhibition thingy. Woke up early, then Joyce came aft me. Dini was late,like alwaes xD but if she's early, she REALLY early haha. Ok then, waited for her. My Dad came to the MRT station saw Joyce and me. Joyce say he...handsome? LOL shocked but whatever. Then Dini came, reach 7.45 go mac have breakfast. Then watch Transformers, aft tt Fatin say we HAVE to get out tt instant xD ok lor, so we walked to the school. It was so boring, we should've took our time at Mac. Then aft that, have to look at the photos. Look at Dunearn's, Dini called it " the only picture out of point" yea, true. Aft that, eat at Long John, then go Siyi house. The hamster so cute. Then Hwee Bin came. After doing project. I watched Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori, while Siyi go and install RO at my lappy. Hwee Bin watch Dragon Zakura until 2 something. Then we all went home. Waited for Ain and Shafiq (my siblings) then bring them home, reach home at 2.45 then went toilet. I pass motion till 3.15 xD because form Canberra Sec I wana but nv. Then go home, wahhh for half hour sia. then wen finish, play lapyp for awhile haf to go my grandma house. Bring lappy, but have no internet there.Nvm, then I just play game. Aft that my Aunt play, then slp...
Today, went to Madrasah(religious school) then did nothing. Gazed ard, went home till now. haha today so boring nia. LOL ok lar, Went Dini's blog. she complain abt her parents. In my point, her parents are so childish. bluek!!! ok lar, bye~ lol
