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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

8:27 PM



wahhahahahahhahahahha XD lol today was...quite boring XD First had assembly. Bla bla global warming. I want to try giving a presentation at some primary school as a try, but maybe won't get the chance la.

I keep asking myself, 50 years from now on what would I wish I had done? So then all those things go on. I wanna cosplay, crossdress cosplay, wear a kimono[includes yukata, etc etc] at sec 4 racial harmony day, get a license at the age of 19, get a car in uni or smth[the car can be lao ya, or however u spell it, XD], get a camcorder!, be a good photographer so as to show JPL, ace Japanese, be an average guitarist, go to Japan and teach English, and more. You only have one life and 20 years for youth, now there's only 5 years left till your youth is over. So, use it well and make sure you'll have no regrets!

Maybe this is why adults keep pressuring us to think of the future. Coz when they realise that youth is so important, it's way too late. But please la, we're still young and we won't know how important it is until we actually get hit by tt thought.

Just give it some thought. 50 years from now, will there be anything you'd regret not doing?

Ah well, if you're bored there's this very simple but nice game to play... careful it's horribly addictive. warned ya.

http://www.bored.com/blockfrenzy/index.html




Sunday, February 24, 2008

8:17 PM



Ahhh I'm emo-ing T_T Coz I now, finally, after months and years?? after reading the Death Note Manga, can't accept the fact that L Lawliet died. T_T I don't know. I just watched the new movie, L Change The World. Kenichi is so cute, as always, as L.

When I was reading the manga, I was cheering on Kira coz it's much funner to cheer on the bad guy XD and then the movie comes, and I was really in love with L. The third movie was.... Ok, as a random movie I give it 4/5 stars. As a death note movie, it's 3/5. XD As any random movie, it's really good and the plot is awesome awesome. Although I can't catch some of the humour, the climax was really awesome.

As a death note movie, that's another thing. Because Death Note has a very high reputation and this movie just don't cut it so well. There should at LEAST be some death note scenes and we manga readers can really applause to that. But this movie is totally a different thing [as it said in the title, death note spin off] with just L in it. It was VERY lame to have A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O,P,Q,R,S,T,U,V,W,X,Y and Z. In the manga, there was only L! But then, the director really didn't make it lame and it was so-so. Everything was unpredictable and I love movies like that. Death Note scenes are just cut off after the intro, that is why it didn't cut to be a death note movie.

But still, I'd say the movie is worth watching and it'll get you somehow glued to your chair. I dropped a few tears at the end, and it REALLY gives the feeling that L left us. I really just cried because we all love L and L was a great identity and he left me just like that T_T The movie really gives a slice of life of someone that would sacrifice anything for the world, and he sacrificed the things that are most cherished in his life. Himself, his life, Watari [his only "family member"]. I really felt that L truely exists and stuff.

Rating: 3.5/5 (: *something worth watching*




Wednesday, February 20, 2008

5:38 PM



doumo~ So, pretty much this post is gonna explain what I think it not right, or just things I randomly disagree. If you're somewhat angry that I'm disagreeing, then you're weird XD As a human, you should know everyone have their own opinions. So, if you don't know that then you're really just plain weird XD

No. 1!
Stupid John Paul Low! If you don't know, I've already been arguing about how insolent and idiot he is, I just didn't write his name. He's John Paul Low! I'm officially angry at him XD lol angry also must be official. Anw, my CCA senior told me when she wanted to join Photography as a second CCA, John kinda "insulted" her country. She's not s Singaporean. And he was really being mean and insulted her homeland. As a teacher, I think John Paul Low should learn how to AT LEAST respect someone. I would really talk back is someone were to say something bad about my homeland. But he didn't, he said he hated it as well. John Paul Low really don't know where's the limit to his insults.

And when I told him I have to pull out from the Desaru trip, he went crapping and blaming me for it. HELLO!!! Haven't I told him I discovered about the Malay Lit trip only AFTER I sent in my form?! Is he just stupid or what?! He's just plain idiotic la. I told him loud and clear, I really did NOT know that this trip is gona pop up on one of the Desaru trips. SO, it's BLOODY NOT MY FAULT AND YOU SHOULD FRIGGING JUST UNDERSTAND THAT! What's so hard about understanding it's not me to be blamed? Freaking idiot!!

No. 2!
Those minahs are really like...getting on my nerves? XD I mean, at this moment not because of myself la. There's this new girl from CCKSS and on first day, the minahs were really nice to her. That's nice, being good to a new-comer. THEN, they turned their backs at her. THAT'S WHAT I REALLY FUCKING HATE ABOUT THOSE FREAKING MINAHS! I mean, if you say you guys are "friends" then stick with each other forever la, at the very least until really got no choice such as change school or smth. Hate something about your "friend", go and tell her. You guys are friends, or sistas, so you all should be tgt forever. No one is perfect, and everyone needs time to improve themselves.

Then they say the new girl got some attitude problem. Er... if you hate people with attitude problem, then you pretty much can be a loner, and even hate yourself. Coz everyone got their own attitude problem. For me, I'm arrogant and selfish [and even more]. It's different for everyone, and you shouldn't just abandon your friend because of such stupid reasons.

But then, it's not my business to do anything. I'm just saying what I think about it. It's not like I can do anything about it. Those minahs got their own way of thinking, and I'm not gonna waste my time trying to rationalise their thinking.

No. 3!
How Abdul Rani is becoming the DM. I think he's ok being a PE HOD, but with too much power he is too much la. You can't say you treat sec 2s like dogs, that's a HORRIBLE thing to say. And he's doing way too much on disciplining la. Abdul Rani is good when he's given power, but too much power destroys himself.

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Now playing: Kotoba Yori Taisetsu Na Mono
via FoxyTunes




Saturday, February 16, 2008

7:33 AM



yoo XD aiya, lately I haven't been posting properly XD anw I just downloaded the new Album of Simple Plan, and sad to say some of them aren't even near to punk rock ): Still, some songs are really good. Simple Plan are like... entering the genre of punk rock love? XD Songs like No Love and I Can Wait Forever ace it but others just are damn screwed. Generation and Save You kinda suck, maybe they're just filler tracks.. I still prefer their old songs like Untitled, Perfect and Welcome To My Life. They're Simple Plan's best songs and are an all-time favourite!

I watched most of Stand Up epi 1, and I didn't know Oguri Shun was in tt show too *yells* YamaP is as cute as ever XD Then there's tt guy from Gokusen, and another one. I've never seen him b4, but he's cute XD Oguri Shun so cuttttteee!!! XD haha he have to act that he's shy in front of girls. Ahh adorable!!! XD The poll said 95% gives the show 5/5. So it should be good. If you wanna know where to see it, ask me in MSN.

Oh ya there was a fire drill [again!] yesterday. Honestly, it's lame laaaa =.= XD They shouldn't tell anyone, even the teachers that this is gonna happen. Just do it and everyone panics, making such a nicey nicey ambience XD I mean, the tchers are all smiling and enjoying, and they expect us to treat it as if it was real =.= LAMEEEEE!!! Then on the first fire drill a few days ago, Mr Wong was like "there's PROBABLY another one where it'll PROBABLY be real" =.= Is he making it so obvious for us to "expect"? But good thing about fire drills is, you get one hour of recess muhahahahah XD I pity Beh Yong Hua , his maths periods keep getting cut off because of this and that...hahaha...

I keep listening to love songs, then a question shot me. Is love worth the pain? I don't know la. Love's just something that exists in your hearts. To be worth the pain is unanswerable. Hmm... Maybe love's just supposed to come and go when it wants to. It's not in our hands to control.

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Now playing: Simple Plan - No Love
via FoxyTunes




Wednesday, February 13, 2008

8:28 PM




yooo~~ have you guys already heard of the third Death Note Movie? NO?!

That's impossible!!! XD It's awesome and it's coming to Singapore on 21st Feb~ So watch out and buy your tickets straight away!!!!

Ok so Misa still has the Death Note? My guess! coz there's a NEW death note case and while L still has 23 days to live, he's got to finish the case. Awesome desu yo? XD It's so sad coz L's gona die and you're gona see him die T_T here's the trailer...



Ahhhh L!!!! T_T It looks awesome so I'm gona pull neko, hamu, tako, pengy, and all to come and watch with me on Thursday 21st! YES on the FIRST DAY!!! XD It's so sad la T_T All the trailers have L going to die, or suffering T_T

ALL OF YOU MUST BUY AR! IT'S A MUST MUST MUST MUSTO DESU TO WATCH THE MOVIE IN THE THEATRES!!! WATCHING IN YOUTUBE FIRST IS A NO NO!!! XD All Death Note and L fans must watch this movie, although I cannot 100% guarantee it'll be good. BUT! We won't know until we actually WATCH IT! Here we goooooo~~ Countdown to the movie ^^ so i don't need to count my hours till the movie comes T_T it hurts...

this is recommendation FROM THE GIRL HAVING THE SAME B'DAY AS L OKAY! XD ok maybe not L, BUT the actor Kenichi Matsuyama =D








Thursday, February 7, 2008

4:36 PM



ahhh I don't even know why I want to blog this, but Junnosuke is so cute!!! XD ok, I've gone crazy. Ytd Neko n I went to Hammy's hse and watched Yukan Club. It was nice, so I watched it at home. Now I'm left with the last episode to watch XD hehe, watched 9 episodes liao..

ahhhh Junnosukeeeeee XD He's left-handed and he's so hot! Shit I think I'm gona be like Mouse. >.> I'm temporarily in love with KAT-TUN. TEMPORARILY! Then Kame is pisces *glides everywhere like a figure skater* Sad la Jin have nothing similar to me, but he's still hottttt XD ♥.♥

Why can't Kame be in Death Note T_T then I'll love him more!!! ahahahaha XD Oh yeah Kame won 2 awards in a row for best Male Jeanist? XD And best actor for Nobuta, Gokusen 2 got best supporting actor [2 awards] wahh dono he was THAT popular... Oh well if only he can have the same bday as me, not only same horoscope XD

Oh yeah, if you've heard about the rumours of the Real Live Ouran cast. I've seen a lot of people saying it's mistaken, but I dono XD Here's the vid



Ah well, if there could be another guy-but-a-girl actor other than Maki then it'll be great. And I prefer Tamaki blonde XD Kyouya needs someone more serious! And Mori more macho XD For Hitaachin twins, er more hot? XD Hani-senpai needs to be MORE KAWAIIIII!!! hehe XD If there's a REAL Live Action Ouran drama then i'll jump out of joy! XD

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Now playing: KAT-TUN - Keep the faith
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

5:33 PM



yo? T_T stupid throat, why can't I just go to a doc. Well, here's the thing. One night I took doxycycline [an anti-biotic] and just drank a little tiny bit of water and went to bed. That idiotic pill got "stuck" in my throat and it woke me up at 1am. I drank A LOT of water, sat up. It's still there! So I just went to bed XD

Same thing tmr. T_T UGH stupid thing. Then it went down down down, now it's like...at my chest there? Ok now it REALLY hurts. You can't laugh [you can but it'll hurt], you can't cry [same thing], can't swallow stuff [or not even stuff, just your own saliva is hard]. If you do there's pain you need to endure T_T Now I'm so frigging hungry and I don't wanna eat because the pain is just unbearable ><"

I'm so stupid. I don't know what to do, then I cry and I don't know what to do XD My mom assumed I ate coz I'm not eating. GRRRR doesn't she know i'm in frigging PAIN when I tell her my throat HURTS LIKE FRIGGING HELL?!!! She thinks it's "nothing la". Right =.= the last time she told me that, I got CANCER. XD

It's not like ulcer. When it's ulcer in your mouth, it's just pain pain pain. Not so bad. But this, the more you eat. The worse the pain gets. Your throat feels like it's burning and I drank, like 500-1l an hr-3 hrs. It's impossible to drink that much and get sore throat, or "burns" in your throat.

I researched and I think it's esophagitis. It might happen when you drink too little water when taking a pill or taking it right before bed. I think i did BOTH! XD Then it sores your esophagus, THUS your esophagus might have ulcers and stuff. I think I have all the symptoms =O BUT my mom won't get me to a doc soon T_T *suffers* Good thing is they say most probably I won't need to go to a surgery *cheers* woohoo!! XD

If you all thing I've turned "emo", I'm not. It's just this fucking throat is unbearable and PLEASE don't worsen my pain and ask. Just go my blog and know XD




Saturday, February 2, 2008

10:15 AM



I was checking out the forums on CR, and then one really caught my eye *HEY GIMME MY EYE BACK!*

It's about, a world without religion. This is my post about it :

A world without religion will be more chaos!
Imagine a world already with a religion being so chaotic and murderous, what about without?

Religions tend to "control" ppl or have a limit to ppl. When there's no limit to what they actually can and cannot do, imagine yourself the chaos and destruction. People won't know what disgusting is or shameful or cruelty means. Because there's no limits. Everything they do is considered right, since no one has stated it's wrong.

Yeah, I met those christians who FORCE ppl to join. Moreover, there are those christian bands who brainwash others to join their religion. It's wrong, and injustice. Haven't Jesus ever taught u guys that forcing is bad? If they don't even have a pure heart to join christianity, then it's all useless.

Fyi, I'm not a christian. But I have met ppl who are and I hate it when they try and brainwash me! If I convert to another religion, I'd want to have a choice myself. NOT by forcing.

And I mean every word of it XD When you have no religion, it means you can do ANYTHING. There's this one guy who says "if you think when there's no religion, there's no war, that's wrong. Those are all just politic idiots! Religion is just an excuse, or a very small reason why they're making a war" and I totally agree with him. Religion is just a very small reason OR an excuse why they're setting up a war. It's all just politic crap! You give us no oil, we'll give you war! As simple as that...

Ok I've gotta say this, but I know it's a bit mean. But Christin, PLEASE stop halleluyah-ing. I sit with her in POA and maths, and out of a sudden she halleluyahs. Ahhh >_<" please respect I'm not a christian so don't say it la T_T

And I met this girl who's so happy that christian bands are brainwashing non-christians so that we join the religion. Yes, I know you wanna help us from the suffering, but everyone has different beliefs. How would you feel when I force you in the mosque and force you to believe Allah? Of course you'd feel offended. And that's how I feel too. I feel really offended. I believe diferently than you, so please respect my beliefs. If I want to convert, THEN you can do all those christian things. But I'm not converting, so please shut it about trying to convert me.

In my beliefs, people who are not muslims would have to be in hell too, pretty similar to your religion. But I don't force people to join Islam in order to save ya from hell. I know it'll be better if I can, but if you dowan then I respect that. It's a choice you make, not me. And I hope people who try and force people to convert into christians will stop. I don't think Jesus would be happy like that, when converters actually joined Christianity not because they realise it from their hearts, but from other reasons.




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The name is Shafiqah.
I may not be liked, but am definitely loved.
I no longer give a damn to people of different views from me.
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