Tuesday, September 22, 2009
9:18 PM
Ok so here I am going to rant in this super-dead blog (:
It's ok if you don't want to read, because it's not for you to read then.
This is only for those who want to read and don't mind listening to me complaining *hehe*
Thanks to the stupid O levels, the tension is super high now. I have so many things to learn yet so little time. 5 weeks? Yeah, 5 weeks. I can't become what I want like this. And my mom isn't encouraging. For me, I want to strive to become a surgeon, NO MATTER WHAT! Even if I have to waste a year or two, I want to become a surgeon. But my mom is like, "It's ok if you can't, just get another job." but I DON'T WANT ANOTHER JOB! I want to be a surgeon, one who actually achieves her dream and is able to save people. make them feel better. WHY CAN'T SHE SEE WHAT I SEE? I want my dream, I want to make it mine. It's my life and I can do what I want. I can't change my past, but I can mould my future.
If you haven't watched Niini No Koto Wasurenaide(NNKW), then you may not know this but I think I'm like the main character, Keisuke. But you know what, at first he was so sure in overcoming the disease. Yet, in the end, he succumbed to the disease and wanted to die without any resurrection. Will I be like him? In the end, I'll just be succumbed to the cruel, bitter reality. The reality that no one can achieve dreams. This stupid reality that I don't want to accept. Everyone should be able to dream and achieve their dream. It's just whether they work hard enough for it or not. Keisuke may not achieve his dream, but I don't have brain cancer. I don't have to go through chemo like he did. So I want to get my dream. My plain dream that's just like a mere cloud in the sky, so near yet so far.
Ok enough with me engulfing in my sad worries. I have to move now, and you have to too (:
English: My vocab, and my comphre. A.
E Maths: LOTS more practice. B4 isn't going to cut it.
A Maths. LOTS LOTS LOTS of practice. A C6 will do.
POA: B3. UNDERSTANDING AND CONFIDENCE! Get to know how to do all the questions and how to do them.
SS: Remember all the pointers and PRACTICE! B3
Malay Lit: Read up the stuff, KNOW HOW TO DO!B3
Chem: Practice and read up~!A2
Physics: Formula, formula and more formula~ And definitions.A2
For my Science:
Chem paper: 50/67 (42) 8m difference
Physics paper: 55/67(40) 15m difference
Practical: 25/30 (20) 5m difference
MCQ: 34/40 (28) 6m difference
For my SS:
SBQ: 16/25(13) 3m difference
SEQ: 20/25(16) 4m difference
For my Malay Lit:
Compulsory section: 19/25(17.5) 2.5m difference
Unseen section: 20/25(17.5) 3.5m difference
For my English:
Paper 1: 45/60 (33 <-- I usually get 40+ for prelims I took the wrong risk) 12m difference
Paper 2: 38/50 (31.5) 6.5m difference
E Maths:
Paper 1: 60/80 (45) 15m difference
Paper 2:75/100 (65) 10m difference
A Maths:
Paper 1: 43/80(38) 5m difference
Paper 2: 60/100(29) 31m difference
POA:
Paper 1: 24/40(18.5) 5.5m difference
Paper 2: 45/60(33) 12m difference
Friday, September 18, 2009
9:40 PM
Prelims are over and so starts 5 weeks to O levels! Haha, are you getting nervous, people? Relax, O levels aren't like life. You get second chances ;D
Teehee, so anyway, I want to psyche myself a bit about O levels, so I did this!
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