Saturday, September 29, 2007
8:17 AM
ytd was honestly, one of the nicest day I've had in the entire...wk? lol the Malay exam was alright, paper 1 was okok. The questions were tricky but alright. Paper 2 was too ez n scary. One of the Comphre questions, I just answered with 2 lines!! argghhh scary!!! When it's easy, u dono how it's gona turn out >_<" well, I just did whatever I could, if I fail I'M GONNA DIE!!! lol then went to Fuzzy's house for "study grp" with Wei Yi[polar br] and Derrick[apple] and Fuzzy [??? fuzzy??XD] It was insane!!! Honestly, super insane. Whatever lar, I went home and changed to go to her hse. Wore the new jeans I just got, then bring Homec for studying [lol in fact homec's exam is 10 oct xD] then wen I went there, Mr. Apple was playing Audi and Fuzzy's irritating him so that she could play. haha. So cute[can't deny it fuzzy, ur super cute XD] then Wei Yi was like irritated with the "playing audition" instead of "benkyou benkyou benkyou" he was actually the only one serious to absorb into his books lol. Then got crazy lar, so I decided to stop studying homec. Fuzzy got this RLLY AWESOMELY CUTE Stitch!! GARRRRHH I just wanna bring it home!!! haha it's also a speaker so it's rlly cute. Then Wei yi put Spongebob song and made it seem like Stitch was singing. I got.... out of ctrl?? lol I can't stop laughing like crazy and Stupid was taking advantage of it =.=" Well, aft that there was that high tide game. haha hilarious, then they keep hitting each other with 1 dictionary, the went home. I then watched 9:56pm wif Fuzzy which was... quite okok. Like the plot, rlly gd but the ending was just...BLEH!!! lol I want more!! haha then I "forgot" to go to concord and take my kiddies so I hurried and dashed off!! lol then went home, buka puasa in the car[my dad rented it for 3 days], lol after that we went to Geylang and buy some stuff. I was tired so we're going again to finish up our shopping! well, fun day but ending up to be tiring. X.X haha ok well, that's it. zzzz Haven't seen Fuzzy in a while. So I super miss her!! lol then we spent some time tgt which kind of made up for our big distance in a while. lol and wei yi, well, u'll get tired of laughing aft seeing him ~o~
P.S. My Fuzzy post was a little late, lol so to make it up, hopefully on Monday if it rlly happens, I'll buy u something. I dono wad tho XD
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
6:14 PM
Today's start was so GRRR!!!
I was on time today, so like we(lower secs) r supposed to go to the hall and something something. Like whatever, then we kana sing the National Anthem over and over again. Like, for what?? I have no idea but some people think singing the National Anthem loudly will do something about your pride for your country. Er... 0.o? Baka janai? For all I know, singing the National Anthem only proves your discipline. That's all! lol and he was like saying "This is about your nationality" or whatever. I personally think that if you wanna make someone be proud of your own country, don't force people to sing the national anthem and tell really nice histories of your country. To me, making myself sing the national anthem just makes me hate it! zzzz people don't get offended! This is just my opinion on things but really, does forcing someone sing the national anthem makes the person love his/her own country more?? LOL anyways, I was like, ok lar. I don't really mind him making us sing over and over and over and over and over and over again(nt like he got anything better to do =X), just hate COMPARING!!! Err.. So what if we're in 2E1 & 2E2?? Makes any difference?? NO? I think everyone is same in their own ways, character excellence makes a BIG difference in your own individual thoughts, NOT by their academic excellence. And what makes me wanna laugh so much was he was telling us about this girl. She was caught possessing contravent cigarettes and was fined. Then he told us that this morning she cut herself, yet he doesn't feel bad. Like, it won't matter to him at all. er... Is he telling me that he's cold-blooded? Why does someone wanna tell people they're cold-blooded? I mean, when I was young I was cold-blooded but it was so embarrassing to me. I wanted to change and gladly did in my teenage years(phew!) I was wanting to laugh so hard but uhh, I'm disciplining myself not to. [I don't even know why his cold-bloodedness got anything to do with national anthem singing?] I was so mad lar, like I wanna strangle him to death!!! Anyway I couldn't since I KNOW what I can do and cannot do, he FINALLY says we can go back and we did(DUH! XD) and my form tcher was like telling he might be unreasonable at times and she was just doing her job. She was sorry if she offended anybody, and she knows we "upper-class" ppl alwaes get picked on, and that's how is just gotta be. I was wanting to ignore her real well, but I gotta say she was smooth on this one. I totally agree on her in this. I don't fault her for telling the truth, it's her job. And she apologised, it's quite nice =)
Then we gotta do this NE survey. So watever do do, then this HAGE OJIJIIIIIIIIIIIII(jap words so it's not pronounced as "haij"but pronounced as "HA-GEH") came and complain!!!! He was complaining why we took so long. Er... Didn't you know we were held back by the other "him"?? It's not everyone being held back, it's only 2E1 & 2E2 girls. =.="Ojijii, you're being lame. Lol I don't know it just seems to me that he's kinda "jealous" of our class or something, I just THINK. Anyway, he was blaming my form tcher for it(u gotta read between the lines/or words to get this) errr... No?? She can't do anything since the other "him" went and blabber and ate our time. My tcher was super mad, like anyone would. zzzz for the first time, I felt we had the same thinking,haha. Anyway, the rest of the day seemed fine. Only one Hage Ojijii and the other never-satisfied Ojijii ruined my day. Geez!!! I didn't know people are SO cranky in the morning. Got the test marks.
Literature = 10/12
English = 22/30
Honestly, getting 22 all the time for compos are lame. But I still like 22 =D my lucky number I guess ^o^ and people were like, expecting me to get those marks. Honestly people, DON'T THINK THAT WAY!!! Dini is still better than me in English and I'm just like you people, getting adequate marks. zzz =.="
P.S!!! I got guts to write this,eh?? haha but since that one ojijii said he wouldn't care and was cold-blooded and the other REALLY needs to know what and why things happen, I just had to write this. These are all my opinions and I see no reason why, this is wrong.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
5:46 AM
Heys ppl. I know I told some of u guys abt this quiz determining if you're more of a leftie or a rightie, so here it is... make sure u try it!
- Imagine the centre of your back is itching. Which hand do you scratch it with?
- Interlock your fingers. Which thumb is uppermost?
- Imagine you are applauding. Start clapping your hands. Which hand is uppermost?
- Wink at an imaginary friend straight in front of you. Which eye does the winking?
- Put your hands behind your back, one holding the other. Which hand is doing the holding?
- Someone in front of you is shouting but you cannot hear the words. Cup your ear to hear better. Which ear do you cup?
- Count to three on your fingers, using the forefinger of the other hand. Which forefinger do you use?
- Tilt your head over on to one shoulder. Which shoulder does it touch?
- Fixate a small distant object with your eyes and point directly at it with your forefinger. Now close one eye. Now change eyes. Which eye was open when the fingertip remained in line with the small object? (When the other eye, the non-dominant one, is open and the dominant eye is closed, the finger will appear to move to one side of the object.)
- Fold your arms. Which forearm is uppermost?
If you have always considered yourself to be right or left-handed you will probably now have discovered that your body is less than total in its devotion to its favoured side. If you are right-handed the chances are that you were not able to be 'right' 10 times.
©Rights Of LeftHandersDay.compretty cool??Mine was all right, so it means i'm an all leftie ^o^ n I was really scared if I was meant to be a rightie, lol.
Anyways, Steph just made a first blog, so make sure everyone visit it ok! haha that's all I gotta say. Oh yea I just found this super cute jeans that will just fit with my new shirt, it's so cute. That time Steph called me, I was trying out the jeans sizes! haha xD My size is 30, so I bought 31. But I think the size is a bit largen than last time, coz last time I could hardly fit into a 30. Anyways,
Steph's bloggie!
heehee I don't know if she put up she tag board alrdy or not, but I made an acc for her, and told her to go to bogskins,com. let's see how she steps up to it XD okok gtg...
Hey tell me ur quiz results by tagging!!!!
Friday, September 21, 2007
7:46 PM
heys... zzz now a bit emo leh xD well, coz if u all dono my mom has mood swings. If she's really nice, then u can be urself and talk a lot around her. but if she's in a foul mood, woah I don't even talk to her. Ytd, she was in a rlly gd mood. Then today, start scolding a lot. Kinda reminds me of my frens' parents, the ones that nagged a lot, although mine is not all year round. But I thought maybe I do prefer her nagging everyday instead of snapping in certain days. Coz u never know and if u thought she's in a gd mood when she's not, ur going to die. I'm serious, she'll make u suffer inside out, as if she didn't want you born(i don't know if this thought is true) Coz when she scold a lot, I start listening to her and do EVERYTHING she says without any objections, like I'm a robot XD When she scold me, I just listen and endure. If she orders, I serve. I don't talk to her, I just do what she wants me to do and not communicate unless for certain reasons like "i need more water" or "where's the cups?" so yeah ^_^ but gd thing, I can control myself a lot better. Honestly, I kind of prefer her nagging and being like this everyday, because to me I can be a better person if she's like this all the time.
Labels: agony ain't right, I don't want to be emo
Monday, September 17, 2007
9:16 PM
sometimes i wonder if all that happened in my life wasn't what I deserved. Well, I haven't been acknowledging some ppl coz, i dono?lol maybe coz I'm fasting, and I wanna act cool and all that. but then I realised acting cool is rlly uncool, so I wanna be myself again xD haha gomme gomme for some people who think i'm being...aroggant? zzz I only realised after thinking abt it at home LOL anw I'm starting to be emo again >_<"" It ain't easy continuing life especially during puberty, but I believe people until they take away that trust. And people say "studying is hard, those are the hard times. But it'll get better in life in future" I think it's kind of true because when you already study you can do alot of stuff and lead a life you want to, because you already experienced the bitterness at puberty, it's time for luxury in future. zzz I oso dono y i study so hard for, y i keep telling myself exams are really important, without even knowing why. But I guess that's how it's supposed to be, us teens have to find out for ourselves. I am going through the path of life blindly, as if i'm walking with a blindfold, but it's pretty fun. You never know what's next. GAHH WHAT CRAP AM I WRITING? ZZZ TIME FOR SERIOUS STUFF XD
actually since school started, I'M RLLY SLACKING! haha zzz need to ganbatte!! lol jyjy ppl. 3 more wks to ALL FUN AND NO STOPPING!!! so don't let some marks sink your mood, so make sure it turns out gd =)
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
8:46 PM
Heys. Well, I'm bored~~~ Nothing to do haha. Anywaes, about a few days ago we got our Hist test. As alwaes, I got 6 =D okok, that's as improvement ok xD Then Dini got 3.5 She was well... disappointed lar. She told me she studied, and she got 3.5 =.=" And Ms Ho was like "I can't believe it. I got nothing to say" er ok... Nothing to say? That's fine by me, and I don't think I care that you got nothing to say =/ Dini doesn't either, she just cares about her marks =P
Then the day after she asked Dini for a talk? I was like, whatever lar. It's just a test, and talking to her THE DAY AFTER her getting the marks is... not going to work?!! So whatever talk talk talk talk. I stare stare stare stare at her. She's getting in my nervesssss. Then when finish talking, Dini was like telling all those normal stuff like "ohh diagrams new way of studying bla bla" Dini was ps-ed but didn't care much lar, who cares. Then after school met Jaslyn in bus. She said "Ms Ho told us you cry leh. Tell the whole class you cry when get test paper" Er... HUH?! Okay, is it me or is Dini-crying-scene just a SMALL TEENY WEENY matter and was made BIG by her?? zzzz Dini was mad, like DUH Who wouldn't sia being told to everyone you cried. Well, EVERYONE cries. Even Ms Ho cried in 2N2 FOR ALL I CARE and NO ONE except 2N2 and some other people knows about it. ZZ!! Well, Dini was mad and angry, but I told her, "you don't know she DID tell EVERY class mah. Nvm lar" So ok, wadeva. Then today, met Shahirah at Malay class. And she was like "Ms Ho told us you cried in class. She was like saying about you and some stuff she told you" WHAT??! Ok, Dini kind of convinced me that Ms Ho DID tell quite alot of people that she CRIED?? That sucks?? Dini was like saying how mad she was and I gotta say she was somehow right. I mean, she cried? Ok she cried, whatever MOVE ON! It was just a 5-min scene that is supposed to be forgotten. Done. Zilch. The end. Habis.
Dini was telling me Ms Ho is kind of scared of me?? Nah, I doubt it lar. I mean, c'mon. She can do all sort of things to me and I can only complain about her here if she just happens to piss me off.
Dini also thinks that Ms Ho doesn't believe in me so much? Ok, that part I wanted to squelch her and wring her and GRAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!! Lol coz well, there was 1 time when she said "Believe in me. Have some faith in me. I believe you ALL can pass and do well!" I thought I didn't believe in her but I guess I really did, EVEN after she lied to me once. Ain't telling anyone when. AND now she lied again or what? Er... If you don't believe in me, just say it. I don't like liars, and liars are not welcome in this world. I well. OK I CRIED!! In the morning before I came to school today I was showering and I remembered what Dini said and what Ms Ho said and I just burst into tears. You know, I really wanted to study and do well. I didn't want an F9 or C6, I wanted a B. A B!!! I believed I could pass, and I studied. I wanted to study more and pass my History. After getting 6, I WANTED TO SEE HER AND ASK HER HOW CAN I PASS THE NEXT TEST! But then after hearing what I was told, all my motivation flew out of the window. Somehow I wanted to show her wrong, but I don't wanna ask someone who has no belief I'd pass. That's it. Done.
Labels: EOY COMING SOON, horrible day, someone is always worse off than you
Saturday, September 8, 2007
9:15 PM
left-handed is weird?
well, I was bored so I searched at google. Search search, suddenly BUMPED into the word "left-handed" As you all know, I'm very proud to be a left-hander, cause well you're unique, different and precious (because there's so little of us ^o^) haha.
My past. My mom told me she gave me the pencil to my right hand, yet I switched it to the left and started to use the pencil, which is...WEIRD? lol that's what my mom thinks. So she kept taking the pencil AWAY from my left hand and giving it to the right. Stubborn as I always am, I just repeatedly switch it to my left and scribble. OR maybe she gave me a demo on how to use a pencil and mirror image, so I saw her as left-handed. Maybe. Weird that I was so stubborn to BE a left-hander. Glad I was XD
Found out we're only 8-15% of the population??? So SAD T_T well, that means we're REALLY precious xD SO sad too that unfortunately, Earth is a RIGHT-handed world. =( let's see. MOUSE(computer) are right-handed, on-off switch. Do you realise it? Everytime the on-off switch is ALWAYS on the right. Even the socket D= The EATING UTENSILS!! When you go to some restaurant, they'll put forks and spoons on your RIGHT!
You know lecture tables where you have swinging tables attached to your chair, it's to the right! WTH!! It is so much discomfort to write using that. HMPH! lol then BOOKS? You have to use your RIGHT hand to flip the pages =.=" RING FILES!! Grrr piss the hell of me! Scissors are also a pain in the ass xD GUITARS! Left-handed guitars are WAY more expensive than right-handed guitars, zzzz probably because MOST left-handers are really successful XDDD There's HELL ALOT more disadvantages if you just look around, they are EVERYWHERE! lol But since my eyes are tired, MOVING ON!! ^^
When I was in kindergarten, I thought I was the same as everyone. Then this day I started looking at everyone's writing patterns. RIGHT-RIGHT-RIGHT-RIGHT-and me?LEFT? So I was really confused why I'm left? There was one time we had to cut and paste. The teacher provided everyone with RIGHT-HANDED scissors(this happen all the time,even now in guitar class) and then I was so pissed off with my scissors since I can't cut at all, I just tore the thing and pasted it.Ended up? Me getting scolded by my teacher. Yea, unfair much. But I kept thinking it was a good thing, which is half-true and half-not. Then today, my little sister and I were eating this noodle dish tgt. I was using right hand, and she was too. Then we took seconds, my right hand was TIRED so I switched to my left. Everything swooshed! lol No need to strain to control u know, just natural 0.o cool LOL Well, there ARE advantages to left-handers...
When you're in some sport, Left-handers rock! Lol why? Cause when they wanna counter, usually they practice and narrow-mindedly think that all their competitors are right, so when you're left, they won't know what to do =P bad thing is when you are in a badminton match 2 vs 2, if ur team member is right, damn it's gonna be bad =(
Research says lefties can do a lot of cool stuff. like, READING AND WRITING BACKWARDS better than righties, DRIVING and doing some other stuff at the same time (less percentage to get a car crash xD) and you'll get to be an AUDITION PRO real quick, coz they say lefties are faster. o0o0o0
oh yea and when something happened to your left hand, so ez for you to go to your right. coz this is a RIGHT-HANDED world and you got used to all right handed things, it's no prob to just switch, but for right-handers to left? i don't know about that xD
But Latins kind of detest lefties :( they see right-handers as skillful and good and nice. while lefties are unskillful, evil and unlucky. Even for English, right is correct. hmm, oh well... there's a good and bad side in everything. well they say left-handers tend to want more information >=)
this post might be useless, but I just had this thrill I wanna write it! lol
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
8:48 PM
honestly i mean now, it's almost impossiable to be able to download songs if not for multiply. I mean really man. You go search, semua site kosong, meaning all the sites are empty, nothing for us to download lar. or virus one, =.= lol. haizz, dunno why today i'm acting so much like a HIKIKOMORI! haha, ok so I called myself the "kawaii hikikomori" XD okok I watched jigoku shoujo live drama episode where they explain what a hikikomori is. zzzzzz =.=, I'm NOT a hikikomori! lol but now i mean, rlly i'm acting like one. Today a lot of ppl are in my home, but here i am in my room with lights off, but 2 table lamps on. lol actually my ceiling lamp is not working XD ok anyway, am i developing into being a hikikomori? T_T SIYI!!!!!! lol and i'm BENKYOU-ING like no one's business. If benkyou isn't spelled that way, not my fault ar XD. I was studying like siao today. But to my disappointment, I only covered 2 geography chapters. LOL so slow LAR! haha, then listen to radio. like some songs, want to download. Some have at multiply, some not. wahh rlly search like siao wanting the songs, but to no avail T_T
GEEEEE!!! grrr wana play trickster but have no absolute idea how to GET A DESERT STICKER IDIOT!!! IDIOTIC SANDMAN!!! lol ok lar, as a hikikomori, life is depressingly lonely. but i am a kawaii hikikomori, i GO to school, I am not ANTI-SUNLIGHT, I DON'T TRAP MYSELF IN MY ROOM ALL DAY( i shower and have my meals outside ok ^o^), I TALK to my parents, I DO NOT play games 24 hrs a day (10 hrs a day ^^) and yea. NOT A HIKIKOMORI!!! haha but don't mind being called one heehee. ok lar talking crap again.
LAZY BUM BUMS DON'T TAG XD
Sunday, September 2, 2007
9:09 PM
i dono y, i'm being so emo. I know I had this post going for ANTI-AGONY! haha but, agony a few days won't hurt right? lol maybe my menses is coming =O lol XD anw, i dono lar. Feel like nobody cares, which is totally ridiculous and feeling like it's better without me, which pisses others off XD and pisses me off too. Like, I'm not doing well in anything. Studies failing, and my family is better off without me. Y? I'm a BIG bully in my family and I bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully my siblings and I'm VERY rebellious XD and my Dad thinks "You're the worst one in this family. Why do you have to be so troublesome? Others are all fine, but you? Creating trouble. You are troublesome and I do NOT want to hear any more of you. SHOO!" lol well, like always T_T cried aft that. My Dad said sorry, but uhh... no offence but all those words can't be erased by a simple 5-letter word. I mean, I hoped to forgive him but it's really painful XD being TOO emotional. MOVING ONN!!!! Then like, nobody cares =.= which infuriates ME because...... I DON'T KNOW! It just infuriates me XD but I kept thinking so. I'M GOING INSANE!!! LOL but there's still one good thing. I HAVEN'T STARTED CUTTING! YEAH! MY BIG ACHEIVEMENT! HAVE TO THANK OTHERS WHO HELPED OF COURSE =D :( BT THINKING TO START AGAIN. YOSH!!! MUST FIGHT AND WIN THE WAR XD i'm crazy XD
lol ok, being emo and crazy at the same time IS POSSIBLE! haha HAPPY HOLIDAES PEOPLE, OR SHOULD I SAY "HAPPY WORKING AT HOME PEOPLE!" ^^ don't stress too much but...... YOU BETTER PASS FOR END OF YEAR OR ELSE ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
lol ^^ ok tag if you want. don't tag if you're a LAZY BUM BUM! jana~
