Thursday, May 29, 2008
1:05 PM
ok vented my anger. I need it xD I'm not even ok yet, but whatever. I guess I know what Ryuu from Tantei Gakuen Q feels like. To be expected to do things you really hate, but sometimes you just have the feeling to do it. Sometimes something just pulls you to it, because it's in your blood and you just can't push it away. The only thing to run away from it is to lose yourself. To lose yourself, it's harder than just 3 short words.
ANW!!! I'm here to forget abt my problems =DDDD since I've vented (hopefully enough), let's talk about meee!! waahhahahahhahahahhahahahaa I'm so self-centered xDDD
INFP
[INTROVERT, INTUITIVE, FEELER, PERCEIVER]
Idealistic, loyal to your values and to people who are important to you. Want an external life that is congruent with your values. Curious, quick to see possibilities, can be catalysts for implementing ideas. Seek to understand people and to help them fulfill their potential. Adaptable, flexible, and accepting unless a value is threatened.
As teens, INFPs may have a bit of a rebellious streak. They may argue with those who hold different values than they do. They are also likely to have a small, close set of friends with whom they share good times. In the comfort of those close relationships, they can relax and are often quite entertaining, since they see the world in a different and special way. Their sense of humour is readily apparent. However, unless an INFP finds an appreciation for his or her uniqueness and personal values, he or she may feel like an odd person out. When they set their minds on things, INFPs are not likely to give up easily, yet because of their outward gentleness, they do not show their determination. They may not take a direct path, but somehow they reach their dreams.I argue about different values?? hmmm, dunno but I did every personality test and they keep telling me I'm INFP. so yeah =/ Anw.. what personality are you?? (:
Personality Test
1. What age do you wish to marry ?
When I've done what I need to (:
2. What you want the most right now ?
To want to believe in the people I believe so much
3. What will you do is one fine day somebody hurts u?
Just believe it's retribution. There's such thing as Karma and Deja Vu.
4. Something to describe yourself.
Someone who believes??
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true , what would it be ?
To fly (:
6. What are you afraid to lose now ?
My friends, The Animal Farm & my ultimate bestie
7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
Yes.But it'll only be rewarded for those who strive, I don't know if I would get it =/
8. If you meet someone that you love , would you confess to him/her ?
Never. Never ever ever xD
9. If i had a whole room of cash, how would i spend it?
Give some to my Mom & Dad,my bank account and charity
10 . What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half
That someone must believe in me and have to trust me alot alot. No matter what.
11.Which type of person you hate most ?
The person who gives up and is self-centered.
12. So you cherish every of your friendship ?
Course. They're your friends. How can you not?
13. Do you believe in God ?
Yup. But I am thinking whether what I've been believing is not so what it seems.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
Family, friends, life
15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend ?
No. I believe in individuality, for now xD
16. What do you want your friends to be like ?
To understand. I don't like people who think their lives are unfair. That really pisses me bloody off.
17. Who are you to your friends?
Someone that can listen to their problems.
18. What is your favourite hobby ?
Learning all I can!
19. If you're feeling low one day , who will you go to ?
Whenever I feel low, I don't depend on others to make me feel better. so yeah, I go to myself xD Does that even make sense.
20. What is my ambition ?
To be a teacher in Japan and come back in Singapore to teach.
Instructions : Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question,
make it total 20 questions,
then tag 8 people in your list ,
list them out at the end of this post .Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tagged .
Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all
In no particular order
!)Fuzzy
2)Sameen
3)Gwen
4)Shahirah
5)Jue Ying
6)Stephanie
7)Jun Wei
8)Joey
When I've done what I need to (:
2. What you want the most right now ?
To want to believe in the people I believe so much
3. What will you do is one fine day somebody hurts u?
Just believe it's retribution. There's such thing as Karma and Deja Vu.
4. Something to describe yourself.
Someone who believes??
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true , what would it be ?
To fly (:
6. What are you afraid to lose now ?
My friends, The Animal Farm & my ultimate bestie
7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
Yes.But it'll only be rewarded for those who strive, I don't know if I would get it =/
8. If you meet someone that you love , would you confess to him/her ?
Never. Never ever ever xD
9. If i had a whole room of cash, how would i spend it?
Give some to my Mom & Dad,my bank account and charity
10 . What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half
That someone must believe in me and have to trust me alot alot. No matter what.
11.Which type of person you hate most ?
The person who gives up and is self-centered.
12. So you cherish every of your friendship ?
Course. They're your friends. How can you not?
13. Do you believe in God ?
Yup. But I am thinking whether what I've been believing is not so what it seems.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
Family, friends, life
15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend ?
No. I believe in individuality, for now xD
16. What do you want your friends to be like ?
To understand. I don't like people who think their lives are unfair. That really pisses me bloody off.
17. Who are you to your friends?
Someone that can listen to their problems.
18. What is your favourite hobby ?
Learning all I can!
19. If you're feeling low one day , who will you go to ?
Whenever I feel low, I don't depend on others to make me feel better. so yeah, I go to myself xD Does that even make sense.
20. What is my ambition ?
To be a teacher in Japan and come back in Singapore to teach.
Instructions : Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question,
make it total 20 questions,
then tag 8 people in your list ,
list them out at the end of this post .Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tagged .
Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all
In no particular order
!)Fuzzy
2)Sameen
3)Gwen
4)Shahirah
5)Jue Ying
6)Stephanie
7)Jun Wei
8)Joey
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12:35 PM
GRRR I'M PISSED OFF FOR NO REASON!!!! ARGGHHHH I NEED SOMEWHERE TO VENT MY ANGER!!! GRRR!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *blabbersss*
I'm fucking pissed off at tt certain someone AND I DON'T FUCKING EVEN KNOW WHY! Why am I so mad at tt person when I'm not supposed to?! WHAT THE FUCK, FUCK THIS FUCKING WHORE WORLD!I feel like going out and punching some fucking assholes. In the end, I went and vented on my little siblings, FUCKKK YOOOOUUUU!!! And my mom calls me some holy pai kia when I'm fucking not.
WHY DO PEOPLE GET FUCKING ANGRY AT PEOPLE AND BLAME EVERYTHING ON ONE PARTY? WHY CAN'T PEOPLE SETTLE EVERYTHING AND GET FRIGGING PEACE?! WHAT'S FUCKING WRONG WITH MAKING PEACE?! WHY ARE FUCKING HUMANS SO SICKENING?!!! ARRRRGHHHH I FEEL LIKE KICKING SOME FUCKING ASSES!
SHIT YOU FUCKING WORLD! I'M SICK OF LOSING PEOPLE I DON'T WANT TO! WHEN I BELIEVE PEOPLE TOO MUCH, THEY JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME LIKE THAT. IN THE END, I'M LEFT AGAIN WITH NOTHING BUT FUCKING MEMORIES. WHY CAN'T I JUST STOP BELIEVING PEOPLE AND THINK OF THEM AS SOME HYPOCRITES SO I WON'T GET HURT! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!
Damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn when I think of the people i've lost till now, it makes me darn puke. You fucking people, why can't you people accept others as who they are? They are not perfect, well NEITHER ARE YOU YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES! Why must people hate others just because of their character?! WHY?!!!
WHY CAN'T I CHANGE ANYTHING! FRIGGING DARN HUMANS. HUMANDKIND SHOULD DIEEEEEEE!!!!! DIEEEEE!!!!! I DON'T WANNA FUCKING CARE ANYMORE, BUT I JUST FUCKING DOO!!! WHY THE FUCK!!!!!!! WHY CAN'T PEOPLE TALK THINGS OUT AND MAKE FRIGGING P-E-A-C-E!
I DON'T WANNA BELIEVE TOO MUCH IN PEOPLE ANYMORE. BUT LIKE I CAN FUCKING DO THAT. LIKE I CAN STOP BELIEVING IN PEOPLE! AAARRRRRRRRRFFFGGGGHHHH I NEED TO GET OUT AND VENT MY ANGER ON SOMETHING, OR SOME PEOPLE!!
It's not like anybody can help me through this anymore. People should just care about yourself and your feelings, coz that's what I'm doing right now. Don't care about other people and just care about yourself. Care about whether you're getting the right treatment, not others. Then you all will be fucking happy right? to just care about yourselves. I don't fucking care what you feel anymore, LIKE I FUCKING WANNA CARE! I DON'T CARE IF YOUR LIFE IS UNFAIR! DON'T TELL ME COZ YOU DON'T SEE THE UNFAIRNESS IN OTHER PEOPLE SO WHY SHOULD I! ARRRGGHHH I WANNA FUCKING KILL
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
12:23 PM
how's your holidays ppl? lol, if I continue to waste my holidays like today and ytd my holidays will be gone in no time. YABAIII!!!! xD hehe. But I did finish a project, which was to make a "kanji game" =DDD There's still more projects for this holiday...
-improve my handwriting
I'm sick of teachers complaining. I'm gonna prove to those little buggers what I can do xD
-Brush up my skills
Let's see.... guitaring, blog skin making, video making, beatboxing, photography editting, phtography itself, japanese, teaching, ambidexterity etc etc.... As if I'd brush them all up xD
-Learn new skills!!
I never get tired of learning skills xDD muhahahahah I wanna learn how to sub videos, hmm and stuff. I'll find stuff to learn xDD
-Strengthen my academic subjects
I failed my A MATHS AND POA!!! But it's because I never study xD hahahaha, must strengthen all my subjects to 5 As! That's what I'm aiming for 'O's (:
I guess this is all I came up with now. But the 2nd one and third one is quite heavy lehhh.. x.X anw, enjoy your holidays and use it well!!! Don't anyhow waste and before you know it it's over ^^
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Friday, May 23, 2008
8:01 PM
wahh today I was pretty high, muhaha?? xDD I met Siyi on the 188 bus then we walk tgt to sch. Then met Tako they all and do nth until sch start. Wahh the talk when Mr Wong and tt IT tcher and Mr Rani talk damn boring x.X
FINALLY could go to class. then I chiong la. Do Phy corrections and file up POA xD I tot I was going to do it early in the morning but ended up I didn't wake up as early as I thought. Then aft tt I was "doing something even when I'm not" XD hahaha, Siyi was like "What you doing?? clean liao, for what wipe?" I was doing work even though I'm not actually doing work xD
Then get report bk, was okok with myself. 5th in class, 67th in level. Not tt bad la xD And then go recess eat =DD I tot cannot eat lors, but then so hungry then go indian stall one damn fast and eat ar. I pass up my stuff and then go hall for D'Gig.
Tako so bad one, make me high on D'Gig. She pull me here there everywhere xD haha, was having a lot of fun, then she make me ticklish. WTH!!! xD Aft tt go Siyi hse and play a bit of audi.
We did some sort of "war" with this noob. haha he so damn noob one la, then ask for trouble. I ask him come come come, he nvr. Hai yo if so scared don't try and declare war la. XD Damn fun, Siyi and I go and disturb him here and there until he some sort gave up xD Then when Tako come, we all go siao one!! Tt Tako, super damn high today. hahahahaha I cannot stop laughing la. We play mini CS in real life, and then Tako just stuck in the curtains xDDD was damn fun!
Then went home, and slept till 7 smth and shower, eat and BLOG!!! muahahahhahaha xDDD Finally, sch is history!!!! At least for now laa XDD Can relak one corner and bloat yourself with ANIME, DRAMA, KAME AND FOOD!!!! lol. I miss Kame, must WATCH MORE KAME!!! hahaha xDDD
Obviously, Neko is angry at me becuz I think I didn't wait for her ytd. For me, I let her be la. Even if I ask her I bet she'll just get madder so I let her cool and talk to me when she wants to. To me, I think getting mad for nt waiting is very trivial, and you should've just asked an apology. I would've apologised, I guess xD Aiya nvm la, everybody gets pissed off at smth other ppl think trivial =DD I get rlly rlly mad when you mess up with my head, literally xD So, let her be la.
When she hit my knee, then I poke her and sort of did smth to her sides (I didn't really know what I did) I tot was quite mean xD If she just said a nice "oi" or smth I would've apologised but then she stare at me with angry eyes. At that moment when I tot of it I kept asking myself why I didn't punch her coz when I think abt it I really wanted to. But even if I did, it would create alot alot more chaos xDD So I let ppl be!! If you wanna be angyr at me forever, I'm sick of wanting to save friendship. If it is to be, then it just is. It would be a lie if I said I didn't care, but I won't talk to you until you actually talk to me back. If I did and you ignore me, then it's the same as me saying nothing =DD
I won't fucking care anymore since I've vented in my blog. WOOHOO!!! xD I'm happy with my life as it is. If there are people to leave me somewhere, then it's God's wishes. Oh yeah xDD HAPPY HOLIDAYS PPL! Go siao, and study even for a bit for what you've failed =DDD Live your life as how you want it, because it's the best way to live!! haha,makes no sense xD
Sam: haha yeah, must be more hyper next time norhs!!! =DD
Dini: Lol, I still fail 2 subs xD
XiaoXing: hehe sorry!!! haha I read your inspiration liaos laaaa xDD
Jun: lol, I hope LTC reads it xDD
Shahirah: yeah, you so good POA pass. But I don't know why my level position just above you xD lol nvm la, I think not much difference =DD
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
9:32 PM
Wheee got my overall marks which are like, same as what I predicted in the previous post xD haha yeah my marks weren't THAT good, but I'm really satisfied with it ((:
I don't know why people are so dissatisfied with their lives, when actually I'm not that dissatisfied. Like, yeah there are some things I don't like with my life, but I'd never change my life for someone else's. I know my life sometimes get so irritating, but hey, that's called life right? If it's just so perfect then it's SO DAMN BORING x.X
ok nvm, I'm rambling about something that has nth to do with me xDD anw, today had NAPFA. Like always, I passed all but 2.4 ^^v always one. haha. then have 3 period recess, aft that english. Listened to mp3 the whole 3 periods and tcher liek don't care LOL I didn't even bother to cover it up and she was like, DON'T CARE!!! xD hahahaha, then when the class is going to finish, I asked Piggy to sit next to me. The tcher was like "Why is Danielle here??" haha xDD she kana shoo out but sad la, a while than kana released alrdy lor ~.~"
Then go Fuzzy hse and give the CD =DD Then go home and do some stuff. We did like, nothing but it was so much more intense one la coz we were talking about sort of "serious topics" like, "my life sucks" or some glucose stuff dini and me were talking about and Danielle had to play game coz she totally blurr abt what we were talking about xD
Grrr I hate my rough throat xD it's not sore, since I can talk. It's just dry. But I'm considered lucky to have this coniditon, since Danielle is having a BAD BAD MEANIE cold!!!! Ganbare Buta-san!!!!! xD
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Saturday, May 17, 2008
12:46 PM
DOUMOOOOOOO~~~~ xD
Just got my marks =DDDD I fail 2 subjects, which is... not so bad?? lol. don't know, coz I hear everyone getting more >.>" these marks are not confirmed, so yeah...
Eng: C5 (WAD THE FISH!!! HIGHEST B4, 2 MARKS TO BEING HIGHEST, AGAIN!!!)
E Maths: C6 ( lol, they say e maths damn hard, harder than a maths. and yet I pass the hard one xD)
A Maths: E8 ( don't listen to your teachers. study how you want. I listen to my teacher too much and only study e maths, see la i fail a maths xDD)
Malay: B4 (I think??)
SS&Elective: A1 & E8 = B3 (thanks to my malay lit la i pass =DD)
POA: E8 (wuhahahaha xDD i don't think anyone in my class passed lorr. my marks considered gd xD)
Sciences: c5 i think(=P neh neh neh neh neh I passed xDD)
to all who fail more than me, it just means you need to study harder ^^v I might be the only one that's jumping everywhere after getting 2Bs, 3Cs and 2Es coz I know the exams we get are damn high class one x.X no doubt English, Malay paper 1, Chem, POA, SS and E maths are O lvl standard, the rest if you fail means you never study one xDD other than that, just tell yourself you need time la. They stupid lors, we still sec 3 give us sec 4 standard, even Lim Loy Swee say so.
I'M BORED!!! At first I wanna do blogskin, but then give up xD Then I wanna do video, some anime. hmm ok I go do one now xDD Once again ar, don't say u stupid just coz of your marks. If not you'll end up failing till Os. The reason I fail 2 only was coz I studied for 3 weeks for the 5 subjects. The day before POA and A maths, I totally slacked. Seriously. That's why I fail. So study 1 mths b4 and you'll get all Bs one, for sure ((:
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
4:26 PM
Wahh feeling so damn sleepy dammit xD ok, ytd met Jordan, Faith and her friend (I guess??) was quite... useless =.= whyy?
1) It was a bad day for me ): Coz it was so damn far, I know we have to take quite a long time to reach there and I have to stayback til 2.30. She just tell us before recess, I was like "WTF!!!! Seriously sia" but since I'm such a guai kia, I still went =.=" WAD THE FISH!!!
2)My curfew =.= I have to be home by 6.30. die die die must. And I complained all the way xD hahahaha sorry, but I've yet to be home after my curfew (until this trip xD)
3)To me, it became like an ex couple fight. Jordan VS Danielle. Ano guys, I don't really care if you want to settle your problems when you were tgt, BUT it's to settle problems between Jordan, Danielle AND Faith. =.=!!
4)I don't think Jordan WANTS to settle this problem. I don't know, he just wants to blame it all. BLAME IT ALL! WOOHOO! Lol but I think he respect everyone la, depending on how much is up to himself to judge, but he respected Danielle as his Ex aka the mad woman xD and me as the mad woman's friend. Lol.
5)I was damn hungry and my brain wasn't working xD No juice one x.X nvm nvm, next time I bring food just in case xDDD
In the end, nothing really happened. BUT, we made it happen ^^ YATTA!!! Lol, I really thought we weren't going to meet and all, but we still did ^^ yay, but I suggest Danielle should talk to Faith FIRST, and then with Jordan and maybe me (the kepo ^^v) and her friend can join in.
So yeah, at first he was crapping(and being incredibly) in front of me. If my brain was working and, I would've shout back to him "OI! I SAYING NICELY RIGHT?! NOT HAPPY HAR?? WTF I WANNA SETTLE THIS FOR YOU ALL, BUT YOU SHOW THIS SORT OF ATTITUDE TO ME! WAD THE FISH!!! NO MANNERS, THIS IDIOT!"hehe, but I didn't and I'm sort of happy my brain was off coz.... it would cost a lot of trouble for me. No way, man xD
But then, he became reasonable and started talking it off with me. With Danielle, wahh I smack myself at the wall xDD The good thing is, I can tell they have taken A LOAD OFF THEIR CHEST after saying it right there, but it's not done. I wanna do it again, and this time more constructively. No more useless talks (or maybe some), no more me complaining xDD(haha but I can't deny I'm good at it xDD) and etc etc...
Weeheeee if they go and talk some bad shit about me, I'm going to smack off their heads sia!!!!! LOL kidding kidding, I would do worse!!!! okok, that is IF they talk bad about me, and I trust them that they won't. It's not like I it's my problem, but I tend to feel for people and I've been able to do that since I was born, so I'm angry at Jordan for Danielle and I'm distrusting Danielle for Faith XDDD WTF!!! But it doesn't last long, and it only exist when my brain's working xDD
Sore jyaaaa, await till our next meeting. I'M REALLY GLAD I WENT PARKWAY AND MEET NEW PEOPLE! GOOD AND BAD! Although my Mom's still pissed off at me that I came home at 8.10 xD, WHO THE FISH CARES! If you want something, sacrifice right?? xDDD yeaaahhhhh
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
9:36 PM
Wahh I damn emo today, yet I dono why =.="
Today, was Physics. Everybody said it was damn easy, for me I won't be so confident. Then Beaver gave me my birthday present, thankiess~~~ xD Love it a lot sia, so damn cute~~~ xD lol then, me, Sotong, Piggy, Tiger and Neko had to be stuck in the fISHing sch for 2 hrs. For what? NOTHING! WTF right? zzz That fISHing Loh Tin Chee can go die ar, wa lau. You collect people's EZ link card for what use? It's not like you can "persuade" them so pass up their stuff lor. That idiot teacher, your teaching may be accepted in your country, but not here. Not happy? Go home la, Loh Tin Chee!
He go and take Neko's EZ link, and ask her to take her ws at home and come tmr. HELLO?! How is she going to go home to get her ws? Fly there? =.=" LTC, think a bit more can? I know all the old teachers in Dunearn are a bit retarded, but seriously "I'LL TAKE YOUR EZ LINK CARD AND YOU GO HOME!" err...??? Stupid much?? So fISHing sia that tcher, I want kill him. He make all of us stay in that sch for 2 HRS!!! ON OUR LAST PAPER DAY SOME MORE! Digging your own grave sia, I want KILL HIM!!!!! GRRR!!!
Ok, then I went Lot 1 with Neko and Piggy and met Hammy there. Piggy had to go with her Mom so Hammy, Neko and me went to Mac and ate lunch ^^ or brunch la xDD Then we raided my hse and we did stupid stuffs till like... 8? Yeah, 8. haha was so damn fun la, then Uno thing was fun, the game was fun oso. xDD We all don't wana go to sch tmr but what to do? Need to accept hell tmr and get the papers, T_T Wish me luck, ppl! I'll DIEEEEEE XDD
Saturday, May 10, 2008
12:27 PM
Ahhhh ytd I was so rdy to go home during the POA remedial and then when I went home to eagerly watch my shows, there'S NO INTERNET!!!! GAHHH!!! But luckily, Starhub fixed it around like 7? Damn lor T_T I was dying and all, so I did this video, Tribute To A Loved One. It's Fuzzy's bro, I know she did one with her sis which is really nice, but I was damn bored and I got nothing to do so..yeah xD This is just version 2 and I tell you their original version deserved to be watched because you can seriously know his life story, whereas mine is just to say thanks to him and his presence to us all. Mine is NOT in chronological order, so just watch and tell me if it's good, bad, boring or anything. I think it's quite boring, but just watch and tell me ok ^^
Oh ya when they were doing it, I totally forgot to tell them the transitions. You know the effects between pictures? Yeah I forgot to tell them T_T Sorry, hehe ^_^v And I feel bad I didn't do anything when they were doing the videos, so I did this. Hope I've lived to my name xDDD haha
Like every video, I've done a message after the credits... Ok here's the message.
Love everyone who ever they are,
How ever they treat you,
And love them as much as you can,
Cause you may never know,
When that person will leave you.
It's a bit hard to read in the video, and it's true. Love everyone, no matter who they are, what they've done to you, or how they feel about you. Coz everyone is equally gd and bad, so don't go on hating. Hating people just means you're so biased and you don't wanna see the gd things in that person. And when that person leaves you, you can no longer tell him/her in the face i love you.
*Like just now, I've watched heroes, Claire and her Dad had a fight. Her Dad didn't want her to date for her own gd but Claire met her perfect match, somebody similar to her. Claire can heal super fast, and her perfect match, West, can fly. Perfect right? But the person who abducted West to have these powers was her own Dad. Then Claire told her Dad, "I hate you" which was her last words to her father. So, don't hate and love instead (:
*This paragraph might be seriously hard to understand so I recommend you reading it 3 times xD
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
7:00 PM
Wow. Danielle asked me to read Faith's blog and Danielle translated the Chinese passage to me. I was like... heh? *blurr* I was confused who she was talking about but Danielle was damn convinces it was her. I would prefer if you all write names like me, see? Faith. Jordan. Danielle xD haha even tho I put PIggy, at least the person know who she is. Ok real story starts now.
I don't really know what's going on, but you shouldn't say that she called you the third party and all that. From my own point of view, I know you're not. I cannot deny I am the third party now, but I know half of the story. And from half of this story I have yet to discover, I feel like your story is the other half and it's like...one-sided. You shouldn't say that kind of thing about Danielle unless you talk with her right in her face and she admits everything you say in her blog. Then, it's fair.
Don't blame her for telling you her story. It's wad girls do. Heck it's what I'm doing now. I'm telling everyone my story, and I bet you tell your girlfirends your story too. You just can't blame her. It's not her fault she wants to tell you her story. She regards you as her own mei le. Of course she wants to share all these things with you. I know I'm not in the place to tell you all this, but don't jump into conclusions until the 13th. On the 13th, when the truth is sorted, then go on and type the truth. Go on and write whatever, but now you shouldn't.
On the 13th, tell her all those things you typed and ask her, It's true right? If she say yes, then go ahead and call her a bitch. I won't defend anyone that deserves to be called a bitch. Justice is justice. For now, take it as you haven't confirm your story. You don't even know whatever you heard is 100% true, so only type it out when you've confirmed it with Danielle.
That's all I got to say. If you don't want to hear my advice and think I'm in no position to say all this to you, maybe you're right. But I feel you shouldn't type things that can possibly be false. You knwo what I mean? Nvm, it's the 13th I'm looking forward to. Coz that day is when I'll know the truth. That day is when I can really know who's the real protagonist and antagonist. That's all.
Iqa to Faith. Sorry if my English totally can't get you, but that's how me English is (:
Friday, May 2, 2008
2:47 PM
woohoo I dono why toda I get pissed off at people who don't do anything to me. LOL xD First are kouhais. YOU IDIOT KOUHAIS! HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR YOUR SENPAIS LA! WA LAU! I HATE KOUHAIS WHO THINK THEY'RE SO BIG AND ALL! HELLO, YOU'RE KOUHAIS SO FUCKING ACT LIKE ONE! UNLESS IF YOU'RE SEC 4/5, ACT LIKE A LOWER SEC. THAT'S WHAT I DID (I THINK? XD)
Ok done venting xD Then second, was surprisingly Muslim (again?) You know I crapped about me being seriously disappointed at him coz he's like that, right? Then I "ACCIDENTALLY" saw his paper 2 malay marks and he just failed, which was sad. But I was angry at him so suddenly. Dono why la, when I see that just past mark, I didn't want that score to be Muslim's. He's like your friend mah( i don't fking care if he treats me as one anw) and when you see your friend just like that, heart pain lerrr. I guess it's care?? EEEE!!! Oh well, I'm still angry at him because of the way he turned out to be. I wanna give him a tight slap and ask him to get a grip on himself, know what's worth.
I think that's about it la xD That time I looked so scary this boy accidentally stepped on my shoe, when he looked at my angry face he said a wobbly sorry halfway and turned away xDDDD Yeah I'm scary xDDDD
Oh ya got my malay paper 2 liao, 42/70. Sucks, but it's a passing mark (: Supandi's going to kill me x.X Highest is 55 (WAhhhhhh!!!!)and if I'm not wrong she's NOT a HML pupil, woohoo xD I got the same mark as a HML pupil, (: But there are many who got better than me.
