Saturday, November 29, 2008
4:52 PM
haven't been blogging in a while, hehe xD well, anyway I found smth CHOOO cool in the net! Ok, I'm not so into voicers in anime but I was wanting to prove my sis that Near's voicer is a girl, and then Near's voicer is!! Then, we sort of expanded our curiosity here and there xDD omg I didn't know that the sooooo hot mamoru miyano voices Shoutarou(skip beat!) and Death The Kid(Soul Eater) too!! I mean, I know he voices Zero/Ichiru(VK/VKG) and also Light (DN) but shou and death too?!!! He rules man!!!
I saw a vid abt him singing in CR, he's SOOO HOT!!! okok, I'm like his fangirl now! haha.
Friday, November 21, 2008
9:05 PM
Thanks so much for the kindness, but I NEVER WANTED IT TO BE THIS WAY! And there's no way I can be the only or main reason why it shot up so high. But like, whatever, I'm just born to blame on myself anyway. And yeah, it's my fault since he only pin-pointed me. Yay, woohoo. Then, I just have to work hard and pay every penny of it. I'm a failure and nothing more. Nobody is to blame but me. That's how I see it.
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Now playing: Abingdon Boys School - Innocent Sorrow
via FoxyTunes
5:57 PM
"Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious...and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths" -Walt Disney
I love his sentence~ Keep moving forward people, that's what matters xD Who knew a man who drew a cartoon of hit pet mouse can be remembered all these years? I say he's a legend, one that I truly admire :D
I watched Meet The Robinsons for the second time and I cried just as much as when I did for the first. I love Meet The Robinsons, some of you might not but it's just the perfect genre for me. It's always Disney Productions that always make me believe in what can happen, and not what might.
Hey, who say you can't be who you wanna be? Anyone can be whoever, whatever you want to be. There's just consequences you have to pay. You wanna be somebody? Then make it happen! Who am I to say it won't happen? Who am I to say it won't come true? It'll only happen, starting from you (:
I wanna be somebody! I'm not gonne be someone who works overtime just to barely pay the expenses. I'm not gonna be someone who will look at people who succeed and admire them but never wanting to be just like them. I will be somebody who succeeds and be admired. I will ace my life and make it how I want it to be. I wanna be somebody, and I'm not gonna stop. It all starts from here. Now. Here on, I am whoever I wanna be. You can say anything you want, but it's me who decides.
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Well, one of the lucky people xD here it goes...
Rule1.
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule2.
Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending to other people.
1. What is your CCA ?
Photography. We RULE~
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ?
Uhh, no? Older guys are much hotter :DD
3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
Um, it will if those annoying bitched and skanks stop coming to school :DD nah just kidding, I love school but I love slacking with my laptop more xD
4. What would you do with a billion dollars ?
Let's see, make ALL my dreams come true, buy a HUGE mansion for my mom and dad, I'll invest some of the money and give the rest to charity ^o^
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend ?
I'm not a les =.=! And even if I am, my best friend will always be my best friend, because she'll be there for me no matter what. And my lover can't be with me no matter what, I'll get bored!
6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved ?
Being loved. Who doesn't wanna feel important?
7. List out your favourite songs
All the inspiring songs I just love (:
8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
secretly? Well, I always wait till the guy makes the first move then if he doesn't, I'll meet someone else xD
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?
World Peace. No more war, no more pollution, no more hatred. Put all horrible emotions inside Pandora's Box and destroy it!!!! Then, I can die happily =DDDD
10. What makes you angry ?
When someone defies my morals. I'm very egoistic, you see xD
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
I'll be 25... So I'll be finishing my studies and either being a teacher or a surgeon (:
12. Who is currently most important people to you ?
Everybody is important, since thanks to them I learn a lot. More than I can ever learn.
13. What is the most important thing in your life ?
Life. Nothing can compare to when your heart beats, give you everything you need. It's so miraculous.
14. Would rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
Not gonna happen! I'll either be single and rich, or married and rich! XDD but if I have to choose, married but poor. Who wants to be flooded with money but can't share that happiness?
15. What is your favourite color ?
No favourite colour. I just love colour the way it is. The way how they just look so beautiful *hehe*
16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
If he can give his all.
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ?
The one my hearts says "yes" to.
18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done ?
I can always forgive, but I hardly forget. I would make her/him disappear from my life.
19. What do you want to tell the person you love ?
I love you, and that's all I can say to you coz it's all true.
20.What type of person will you fall in love with ?
Stupid, but sincere. Horrible to others, but have a wonderful heart. Close his heart to others but me. He makes me feel special.
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If you want to do it, you're welcomed xD
Thursday, November 20, 2008
6:10 PM
I've been trying to look in the world as an outsider so far. Hey, if you try it they you'll know that it's super different. Everything is different. Yourself, your family, your home. I wondered, if I was another person and what would I think of myself? Otaku? no, hikikomori xD nerd? Geek? All those labels came to my head then I think, hey what's the use of labels? I mean come one, we're the same thing.
Humans. That's what we are. And how stupid are we to characterise the same thing? It's like putting a box of same colour paint into A and B. Omgosh it's the same =.=! Why should we think so much into details? Can't we just think as one? If you really look people in the eye, you'd never know how similar both of you are.
Oh well, I don't really have anything to write anyway..... bye (:
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Now playing: Good Charlotte - All Black
via FoxyTunes
Monday, November 10, 2008
3:20 PM
ahh things have been down over here....... I'm insane and I actually do have reasons why I became so
1)I've been at home for about a month and I need to get out before I really get afraid of the sunlight and just can't seem to step out of the house.
2)boring. boring. boring. A boring life can go and die. I NEED ENTERTAINMENT!
3)What the hell is wrong with humans these days?
1) I've been at home for about a month and I need to get out before I really get afraid of the sunlight and just can't seem to step out of the house. Ugh seriously, I need to get out before I become a hikikomori. I need to get out like CRAZY! UGGGHHH half of the school population is going to school like crazy and the other half is imprisoned at home like crazy! Crazy people! Crazy humans! Everything is crazy, crazy, crazy~~!
2)My boring life... Wake up. Shower. Eat. Watch anime. Watch more anime. Watch even more anime. Watch even even more anime. Eat. Watch drama. Watch more drama. Watch even more drama. Shower. Watch TV. Watch more TV. Watch even more TV. Sleep.
My holiday life =D You even get bored reading my schedule. I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS THROUGHOUT THE 3 MTHS AT HOME!!! I'M GOING TO GON INSANE! WAIT, I ALREADY AM!!! ARRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *vaporizes more people*
3)What the hell is wrong with humans these days? Humans are weird. Humans are disgusting. Humans are stupid. Humans are dumb. Humans are so brainless they can say the same thing 6900 times because they can't agree to one simple language and throw everything else. Humans categorise themselves into stupid cliques when they are EXACTLY THE SAME! Weee we humans got nothing better to do and make blogs just to tell people how much of an agony we are =DDD
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Sorry if my crazy mode freaked anyone out. I'm just too...... stressed out you can say? Well hello, I'm an overly-emotional 15 year old going through puberty. What else can I do than to stress out in everything? I just can't handle everything anymore. I wanna throw everything. I wanna vaporize every human being. I wanna kill. KILL. KILL. KILL. Freak why can't I have supernatural powers? Why can't I have Tegami Rei's hand and burn people just by touching them? WHY? WHY? Fuck someone give me something I can use to kill! I need to write this insanity into words so that I don't show this insanity in real.
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Now playing: Paparoach - Getting Away With Murder
via FoxyTunes
Sunday, November 9, 2008
8:25 PM
ahhhh I just read SOMEONE'S blog and I don't know why that SOMEONE'S blog ticked me off so much!!! AAHHHHHHHH I hate this~! I wanna buy a gun that can shoot super fast and kill people so they'd drop DEAD!!! AHHHH I'm totally insane, but I don't care. coz humans are just a waste of space. We should all die and let the animals live peacefully in this bloody nature.
I'm so bloody angered by SOMEONE I wanna bloody know what's wrong with me (or HER). I tried to brush off this sudden anger but it GUSHED OUT OF ME!!! CRAZY GOONS! SOMEONE should stop insulting others and cause unnecessary anger! SOMEONE better not insult what others like to do or say coz IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BLOODY BUSINESS! SOMEONE should stop being an immature, bloody idiot who thinks whatever SHE does is right and EVERYTHING OTHERS DO IS WRONG! SOMEONE should stop telling others that thinking this way is %#@%#% and thinking that way is #R@#%#$^@$ coz YOUR FUCKING BLOODY BRAIN IS NONE OF OUR CARE AND OUR LIKES HAS BLOODY NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU.
Wow I screamed. Going to go back to normal mode. If I half explode again I'll go crazy and say mean stuff again. Sorry if it offends anybody. And I don't think SOMEBODY is going to read it. Even if SHE does, I bet SHE won't realise it's HER (: I don't mind if you shit about yourself, but shit about others and you're shitting at the wrong place.
P.S. Please don't mind the wrong use of certain words xD
Saturday, November 8, 2008
2:12 PM
I was watching Domoto Kyoudai, and they were like telling ghost stories then I tried to remember mine. All the time I saw ghosts they were like mists and haze like that.So... hazey u know? xD I can't see their face or body or anything but, like their soul energy... I can see huge mists and ghosts can't be that big right? So I figured it's their soul energies.
I remember during A Maths exam and before I slept or after I woke up, I saw this GREAT huge misty thing floating down the row. It was damn tall like 2 metres and was floating over the guys.. I rmb Yong Liang, Luqman and Syahiruddin kana. But nobody saw it sia. It was at my left, but I didn't turn so I just saw it at the side of my eye. It was like... so scary.. I think it's a pontianak since I can roughly see long big hair. I froze there then after 5 seconds, it faded away. Can't forget it.. Probably the biggest ghost I've seen =/
Then sometimes out of the blue I'd see flashes of boys running. They'd be totally black like shadows and bald. If they were not black then they'd be grey-ish. but I can only see for one to two seconds then they'd run off and I can't see them anymore. I keep getting flashes of this one boy ghost. He'd be running or standing regardless at night or day. Probably someone keeping him...
But I can see only that kind of stuff, can't really see them so clearly like that... And who haven't see ghosts before man! They're everywhere!
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Saturday, November 1, 2008
9:59 AM
I have to go my Grandma's house soon >.>" well, things are like normal since she cured from her sickness. There's not much bed bugs than usual so I didn't mind. The ONLY 2 things that made me reconsider going to her house is 1)bed bugs alert! 2) no computer The bed bugs in her house LOVE me ok, and I have to tahan them all crawling all over me and biting every inch of me for my blood! I hate it coz I have to sleep over her house every Sat and every Sat would be like, their "Feast night". They just love bunny blood la x.X One time I couldn't handle it I just took off my shirt since my Grandpa was already sleeping. THOUSANDS, ok maybe tens, of bedbugs were crawling on my shirt! It was disgusting!!!!!!!!! But now, I hardly see them. I got bitten like once or twice only. So I didn't care much =D
If I wanted internet, I'd have to bring my laptop there. And when you bring the laptop, you also bring the charger, the mouse, the earpiece, the mouse pad etc etc. So MA FAN LE!! When I bring my laptop, I steal internet and use la =DD hahaha, have been doing it and not get caught ^_^V lol but other than that, my grandma's house is HEAVEN!
-REALLY good food
hey, whose grandma doesn't cook splendid food huh? You just love your Grandma's cooking, even if it doesn't taste like KFC or Mac, it just rocks just the way it is, right?
-DOZENS of games!
My grandma have PS2 and you get to play like mad~! There's all type of games. Digimon, football, yakuza, fighting, war, blah blah blah. You can play like crazy I tell you!
-MILLIONS OF STUFF TO WATCH
I can't even count how many CDs my Grandma have in her drawer FULL of CDs. Well, some of them are pretty childish but you can ALWAYS be a child in Grandma's house. There's ALL seasons of Power Rangers, Digimon, Pokemon, scary movies, funny movies, tear-jerker movies, and more. Omg don't get me started~!
haha but I always wanna go back home. I don't know... I guess I've grown affection to this messy, low standard house of mine xD haha..
