yo. I read the class blog, then I pity Abel. Ok I know my theory, I don't pity people and I don't like people to pity me. The pity is the "Omg so sad why this happen to you!!! *cries sobs sobs sobs cries* so sad so sad" and I REALLY hate it. I know you're being sad for the person, but your cries and sobs and "so sad!!" are making me hell alot more depressed than I should be. Where's the "think of the brighter side and forget sadness etc"? XD
I feel Abel did ALOT of work organising all of these plans for the class and we're one of the very very few classes who do that. Have class outings on holidays and have fun. Honestly I think he rocks! Organising is SO hard. One time I had to do this party thing, I had to sacrifice $100, or more. And the nerve of failing is so tensed. Coz you sacrificed $100, so MUST be a party or all go to waste. I wanna thank Abel for all of his hard work and sweat ^^ If it weren't for him, our class will never be a class and we're just 40 people forced to be grouped together. He made alot of things successful. We have such a nice class tee, so many class outings [organised not by school] and the farewell party for Mr. Poh oso. Now I think of it, never EVER seen a more hardworking class rep (:
Yesterday was so fun with Hammy, Neko, Sotong, Caroline and my sis. So we went lar, then go to the last 300 bus waiting for Christin [sotong] and Siyi [hammy]. Christin come, then say Siyi so long wear cosmetics XD haha lipstick la, manicure la XD all the siao things lor. Then Siyi come, we go. Christin and Siyi kept teasing me say I and my sis look like mother and daughter!! so bad de lor ><" then reach, Dini[neko] was waiting XD Then we go up and buy tickets watch Golden Compass. then buy popcorn. I bought 1 regular coke for my sis n me, then each of us have 1 regular popcorn. Siyi and Dini share 1 large popcorn. Caroline [after taking the wrong bus to lot 1 XD] share large popcorn with Christin. Then the drink spilled! haha then we all helped, aft that, just went in. It started, but only opening. So then we all took out seats, and watched. When going to end, got msg from jie say she coming to lot 1. so wanna meet lor. Then i watch watch, the ending was so unexpected!! then saw credits. I was like 0.o? ok then go out. my regular popcorn still 1/3 full. My sis more. Then i put mine on hers. Then we saw their popcorn half full XD haha. Want watch second movie, but no $$$ so go jalan2 I go eat coz hungry XD nvr eat from morning. Then siyi and dini follow me home. Then we went so siao lor. Want sleep here XD but can't la. So funny. Then play lame games XD aft tt they went home. My stomach grumbled and I slept XD that's all
Monday, December 17, 2007
7:39 AM
Hady as Asian Idol. This is what pUnkrOckingEEk has to say
Last night or rather this morning at 12 midnight, Hady Mirza was crowned the first Asian Idol, voted by six asian countries, Indonesia, Malaysia, India, Philippines, Vietnam and Singapore held in Indonesia. The result was unexpected as most or all of the judges thought either Jac, Mike or Mau would win.
I didn't watch much, although I watched the result show and Hady's first performance. His first performance was not the best but not the worst either. I listened to the judges' comments and I like the Philippines judge. Her comment were always optimistic and so calming to hear. I heard from my mother that Hady's second performance was terrible, but I didn't catch it. So I don't know and therefore can't really comment about it XD My mother went and vote for Philippines and Singapore ^_^
The results show was a bit HIT! There was Agnes Monica, Guy Sebastian, Peter Pan, The Philippines band [I forgot, sorry >_<"] and Taylor Hicks, the most recent American Idol.[or at least the most recent viewed here] The Indian performance was really good. The song was "Made In India" and I thought it was very good. Even I sang with the singer XD haha then Taylor Hicks, I thought his vocal skills improved a lot. I didn't expect Hady to win, because his vocals wasn't the best and Singapore has only a population of 4 million. The Indian Idol said his country has about 1 billion 0.o The difference is more than our population number! haha.
When the three hosts were about to announce the winner, there I was bragging at how so small Singapore was and had absolutely zero chance of winning. Even the judges pointed their own national idol and Mike. I think Mau was awesome. If she won, I'm happy ^^ Then the host announced Hady Mirza from Singapore. I was like "What what? Say that again."
My eyes popped out.[illiterally ok XD] He was on his knees holding his head with his two hands. The cute Mike pulled him up and Hady sang "Berserah" the first performance written by first Singapore Idol, Taufik Batisah. No wonder Taufik wasn't in Asian Idol, he was composing XD But according to Indian Judge, if either Phuong Vy or Hady won it'll be an "upset". No matter how upsetting it is, Hady won and that's that. You can't really blame Singapore, we're so small and timid XD
I read a few comments in youtube about how stupid voters were and how regretting it is to have Hady Mirza be selected as first Asian Idol. I was really shocked at disappointed at these comments. I thought when Hady won, everyone in Asia would just wish him luck and be happy for him, even though he's not the best contestant in the competition. I had that impression because the judges from all six countries were so international and great ^^ Therefore I thought everyone from their countries are as such.
But I thought wrong. They were spouting at how Hady suck and how the voters chose wrongly. I hope you all realise no matter how you spout all these things, Hady still won and you can't do anything about it. You shouldn't blame voters. Even if he doesn't have the best vocals and won, he's still a singer and he's still our Singapore Idol. He won the whole competition and to us, he's great talent. You all should really try and think of our feelings when you guys say he doesn't have talent. Yes, maybe he shouldn't be the one winning, but I disagree if you say he's got no talent. To think of our own Asian people tell that, to me is atrocious and utterly disappointing.
I thought, I really really thought, everyone else from Indonesia, Malaysia, Philippines, Vietnam and India would just be happy for him and congratulate him. I know, Philippines Idol was so awesome and her vocals were SO great. Furthermore, she's so cute and lovable. Malaysian Idol has great vocals which were so strong and made me speechless. Indonesian Idol is so cute and has such a beautiful voice, it made me want him to sing more. Indian Idol was so fresh and fun, he's really friendly and his voice was something I have never heard, and it was good. Vietnam Idol smiles a lot =D and she has great energy making her vocals vibrate to our hearts and soul. But Hady won, does that change anything from their talents? No, none of their talents changed from this fact. I hope all of you really try to be happy for him as our Asian Idol. He's OUR Asian Idol now, yours too. No matter how you say he suck and he has got no talent, he's your Asian Idol too and to criticise your own Asian Idol is so shocking and appalling.
>.> My post about Asian Idol is done. God I wrote so much >_<'' Did u guys realise I write with full english? XD I oso dono, I prefer writing that way (: If you all so lazy dowan read everything, read the last 4 paragraphs I think enough liao, coz I wana tell how disappointed and how my heart sank so much T_T The first part were just intro ^^
Thursday, December 13, 2007
7:14 PM
hello~ today got something to blog abt xDD
I went to take my sch books today. Ok so, I went. I was so blurr in bus. I have no idea where I'm going. I just walk walk walk, but I still came to sch ^^ when I reach, I tot I'm gona kana tahan like last time, then I stare stare at the security if he's gonna. The Security just asked "buying bks ar?" I said ya XD ok, phew. Then I was tired x.x aft tt, met Rui Yi, Monica and Shu Yi. Said hi. Then went to General Office. Met Mdm Asmah, asked to sign. I anyhow sign. Then get this paper. The only thing I was interested in was this :>>>>>>
Class : 3E2 (2008)
Hmm.. wonder what 3E2 is. But, YAY!! I'm in 3E2 XDD haha. Ok then go to bk shop, Say ya ya to everything. No idea what I'm saying yes to XDD Aft that, she say calc. and ruler need pay. I say forget it xDDD the rest all free ^^ so ok, then I look at the stack of books. OMG!!! OH MY FREAKING GOD! I carried lor, no choice. Then otw, I was SOO tired. I was tired, when I entered school. It weighs like... 3/4 kg there. When you're already panting and tired, carrying 3/4kg with plastic bags is SUPER TIRING!!!!! Then go to void deck. Decided to take cab XD haha. When I going to reach, I ask my mom to go down to help me with my books. Then went up, wahh tired. My hands still tremble, my feet still hurts. Even when I was showering, want to put paste on the toothbrush, so hard coz my hand was shaking x.x My feet still hurts like it's sore like tt T_T XDDD so be careful ppl when you all wana buy bks, ASK SOMEONE TO FOLLOW YOU!!! haha that's all for this post ^^
I wanna do something but I dono wad. I'm stuck to this same chair everyday. I sit here everyday for like... all the time [in the exception of sleeping and showering] My appetite's getting a LOT bigger >_<" and I can't go cycling or anything coz Fuzzy can't and I don't wanna go cycling unless she comes T_T I JUST HAD THIS IDEA!!! After I wrote the word "comes" suddenly the idea comes XDD okok, I wanna ask Danielle if she wanna come on the 17th!! yeah?? ok?? XD ok and then. I wanna edit photos, I wanna make videos, I wanna make blogskins, but I can't coz no idea T_T AAAHHHhhhh~~ Stupid, any ideas to get me caught up? Maybe I'll go audition. dono >_<" Super bored la~!!! X.X if anybody has ANY IDEAS WHAT I CAN DO TO CONSUME MY TIME, PLEEEEAAAASSSSEEEE TELL ME!!! XD
I did this video about all my BFFs ^^ Hope you guys like it, recommended to watch it are Fuzzy, Dini, Siyi, Madeline, Joyce, Chandani, PB, Atiqah, and my every other BFFs ^^ watch till the very end coz like all my other videos, there's a message on the end, after the credits ^^
Thursday, December 6, 2007
6:20 PM
Listening to sangatsu kokonoka T_T it's from 1 litre of tears. And if you watch it, seriously you'll drop 1 litre of tears because it's SOOOOOO sad T_T I kept crying and crying and crying. STUPID DRAMA!!!! T_T This is the very reason I don't watch hindustan. T_T I cried so much, I can't breath. So i paused, and did ALOT of housework. Here and there, shower. After I was ok, then continue and cry again XD It was tooo sad la T_T T_T T_T
This girl, Aya Ikeuchi, got a disease called Spinocerellebar Atrophy. It will make her ability to control her body disappear little by little. And then this guy, Haruto Asou, is the son of a doctor. Everyone wants him to be a doctor, he don't want. At first, Aya kept falling. Everyone thought she was clumsy, then her mom brought her to the doc. The doc check check, told the mom [Shioka] that she is suffering from incurable disease. What's sadder is that the drama is based from a REAL STORY! AAAHHhhh~~ T_T Every ending of the episode, they show pictures of the REAL Aya that really got this disease and died because of it. Then Haruto found out about her disease the same time Aya found out. Aya was scared, she asked the doc and the doc said it was true. She said "Why did this disease choose me? I don't wanna carry it if it's only fated to be."That was what the real Aya said too ^^ You HAVE to watch it. If you don't, forever will regret de!!! It's better than any anime I've watched so far, because it's funny oso XD Aya's Dad is a funny guy, and then love story AHHhhhh *loves* XD but it's not anime it's a drama. CONFIRM YOU'LL LIKE IT! JUST WATCH!! XD
i'm just saying, because I'm glad I've seen it. It changed my life. It made me cry so much because I can't believe someone so great and so nice like Aya get this disease and suffer so much, yet so many of us are mere humans who are as healthy as ever and think so depressingly. ^^ I cry and cry and laugh at the same time and my mom thinks I'm crazy XDD I haven't finish, 2 more epis to go. I read other ppl's comments say they can't sleep. they HAVE to finish watching ^^ Oh ya before you watch, get ready a box of tissue beside you ^^
Thanks to Crunchyroll we can watch. Ehh if you guys think only me drop a litre of tears, wrong ar. Just go that link and see the comments. Hey, it won't hurt to just watch the first epi and try watching right? (: ---------------- Now playing: Remioromen - Sangatsu Kokonoka via FoxyTunes
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
11:32 AM
I haven't been updating i know... because i'm lazy and there's nothing much I wanna write XD ok, i think there's TOO much I wanna write. Fine, let's do this crazy post! Ready?! Buckle you seatbelts, or you'll fall over XD
TRIP NUMBER ONE! To send Auntie go Haji =D
Ok so actually I didn't wanna go because no mood. But then I thought it wouldn't be a good impression on my Dad, so I HAVE to go. I decided to where the same thing again and a tudung [the thing muslim women wear over their head] because they say we're going to a Mosque. So ok, a tudung. WAnna look??
we were sitting at the back,and got 1 extra hand on the right XD
Then we went by a van with my uncle [Cik Adip], and another uncle[... i dono >.>] with his family. His family is so cute. There's twins, a girl and a boy. sorry I don't remember their age >_<" XD moving on, then we wait wait wait wait til we reach mosque. Yana got epok-epok and chrysanthemum for everyone. BANZAI!! XD My mom said it'll be hard to pray in the mosque, so we didn't. Then my grandma said my mom n me look like siblings. WHHHHATT?!!! >_<" While they're praying, we ate our epok-epok and drank our drinks ^^ then after that, on to the airport. This time, my Cik Adip squeezed HIS family also and my grandparents ^^ But his family is small, his wife and son only ^^ then we go lor. Azami then called randomly "nenek!"[nenek = grandma] coz he thought it's my other grandparents we're close to. Rmb the cute ones? XD yeah. This grandparents are cool, they're funny too XD bt we're not that close. Then when my grandma looked behind, Azami just act dono XD When we reached, There were SOOO many people. Trust me... it was SOOO crowded.
crowded right?? So hard to walk even. x.x
Ok so went we went in, the only thing we could see except for the people were these beautiful sunflowers and a sculpture on the left. The sunflowers were SOOO pretty and me n my mom were like "Are those real? No no can't be." Then we tried to look for my Auntie and Uncle who're going to Haji. They get transport from the mosque coz they paid the agency. Then I met another Auntie [I call her ibu] who is saying goodbye to her friend who's going to haji oso. XD so Ibu and Bapak [her husband] take my little siblings one corner and me n my parents go search for my Auntie and Uncle. Then got news from Yana that they're saying bb to the family. I went in and salam them and say tc. Then My auntie's mom kept staring and smiling at me. I was like... wad? XD then i just go to the back of the crowd. Say bb bb a lot of times but it was hell of fun XD Then after tt we went walking and we approached the sunflowers. My mom and grandma were touching the petals wanting to know if it's real. I was.... ps?? XD To my surprise, IT IS REAL!!! It's SUPER pretty and blooming. To all who thought the flowers they're fake, wrong ar. All the flowers in Changi Airport are real. Then aft that we go to lot 1. Eat XD then go home~
TRIP NUMBER 2! To the cemetery with Fuzzy
Ok so I wanted to do this coz it'll be some experience. I just wore everything black XD and go out. Then walk walk walk in my new shoes. Ok I know my sandals were.... @%$#@$^#* So I bought these slippers with an inch heel. A bit feminine ar XD Then i walk, CLUNK CLUNK CLUNK CLUNK!! Noisy XD then, fuzzy ask me wait at the beside Concord there. So I did, before long, Fuzzy and her sis were in this silver car and we're off. We went to Esso to pump up her tyres. Me n Fuzzy were like "if we knew I could've just waited here" xD then we wait, and go. First to Fuzzy's bro's grave. Before that, we bought flowers and stuff then read this prayer. Then we went in. Fuzzy's sis parked her car and I looked. It was a special place. There's only calm and serenity here. Even if there's craters beeping every second, the place is so calm and silent. Then we go to his grave, Allahyarham Farkhan's grave [we say Allahyarham b4 the name to people who've passsed away] I looked, and something in me just melted. It was like, what if I was in there? What if I was in the sand alone and scared. Then beside his grave was Puteri's grave, we put flowers on top and we read prayers for them. I knew how to read arabic so I did. They say it's better if you read the arabic then the hanyu pinyin [arabic style] XD but I took SO long. Still, I finished it XD and we searched for her auntie?? I think... But we couldn't. So we went off to Fuzzy's grandparents' grave. It was at another cemetery. Then we did the same, just shorter. Over all, I was happy and glad I followed her there. I experienced something so amazing and serene ^^
TRIP NUMBER 3! Off to find my sis' MP3 player...
So we went to Sim Lim Square. My sis is 9, and she gets to get such great mp3s GRR %@$^!%&^&#@ *sigh* ok, moving on... We went to aigo, the place where I bought my player. Fyi, it costs $199 then we went, it was now $169!!! OK it's super cheap. Look, u can listen to music, watch video, take pictures, take videos, listen to radio, put docts there, games and the memory size is 2 gig. Some more you can expand up to 4 gig. Good hor?? Then my Dad dowan Aigo >.> so we walked, then he wanted Lemon! So there's this player, same uses as mine, but bulkier, 512 meg. The my dad said ok, it was $130. Then buy, aft tt I'm hungry XD FOOD FOOD FOOD!! My dad said there's banquet "nearby" so we walked... and walked... and walked.... i think we walked for 45 mins x.x with my clunky shoes. Then they renovated it, now it's not banquet, but kopitiam [no halal stores]. So we walked... again... For another.... 45mins-1 hr ?? OK I was damn tired and hungry. I wanted to strangle my dad and frigging ask him to bring me food and I hell don't care how XD Then we walked ALL THE WAY TO RAFFLES THERE!! From Sim Lim, somewhere near Orchard Library. Walk walk walk to Hotel 81 there. Walk walk walk to this church I dono. And finally somewhere got food!! XD Then the food came fast, yay! So we ate!!!! Ate like animals XD after that. Walked for 5 mins. Waited for 190. Then I had to stand. We stand for.... 1-2 hrs?? To interchange. From raffles. Imagine urself xD Then we went down and waited for 172. 172 I quickly find a seat and sit XD tired sia. Then went home, and complain about my cramped feet XD
The name is Shafiqah.
I may not be liked, but am definitely loved.
I no longer give a damn to people of different views from me.
The people of the same views with me are loved.
I have
big dreams
and a big confidence to achieve it.
*My desires
~Watch Gokusen Movie and Coraline in the movies
~Get at least 1 Gothic Lolita suit
~Finish my list of "After O levels"
~Remove all my pimples
~Lose 10kg by January, 31st
~Get The BEST Of Aqua Timez Album
~Form a band