Saturday, December 13, 2008
10:28 PM
went to EOY today. Gonna give the full report tmr, since it's 10.30 and my legs hurt, my eyes are super heavy and yeah, i need sleep! xD but well something triggered me to reminisce (fyi, it can mean emoing too xD)
Guess who i saw in EOY? You can say, my ex-good friend? Hmm, i wondered what it would be like if we still were friends. It'd be cool! One more jap-lover friend xD I admit la, I was a bit of an asshole when I first entered Dunearn. But that's what sec sch is abt. You get hurt, you get up and get stronger! When I first met her, I was like, "Japanese? What's so cool about that?" What do you expect of someone who has no idea what anime and manga is xD but I started watching Ouran, then got addicted. I guess I was stereotypical, but not anymore!
To my ex-good friend,
It's not like I want to bring back the past, but we're graduating next yr. It'd be nice to graduate with no hard feelings (: I had the idea of giving you a fake gun prop as a make-up present but maybe it's just better this way. When you started to turn away, everybody else did the same. and I'm left with hardly anything. but that's ok, since I found new friends. I found a better me, someone who cared what others think about herself.
It's not like you're going to read this but, if I did anything to you. I'm sorry. If I were mean and hurt you, I'm sorry. I am not the person I was anymore, I am not proud of someone I was. I was arrogant and I didn't care what others felt about me but I'm not anymore. It's ok if you still wanna stay away from me and it's ok if you still think the same way, but I sincerely apologise. I didn't know and I was such an idiot. If only you and me didn't have this fight and we'd be going to cosfests and events together, sharing the same hobby.
I guess it just wasn't meant to be (:
-pUnkrOckIngEEk
