Tuesday, August 26, 2008
10:30 PM
I've just realised how this blog has been so emo recently xD haha, oh well, I don't like not being myself on my blog. If I feel emo, then I'll write emo. Who doesn't like it, then don't read it. Stupid ppl who get pissed off but still read it should fuck off.
Was watching Gaki No Tsukai and Hey!3 for the fun of it. Was laughing my ass off xD then my mom go and scold coz it was "late" You know what time? 10.30 =.=" Late my ass la. Oh well, then I retaliated like duh, then she childishly "Do whatever you want" *heads to room, smack!*
Now I know where I got that from. Ah I don't wanna care anymore, it's my fault yeah whatever. I don't wanna fucking care la. I'm trying to study and everything, yet she scolds me cause it was late. So what I took a day off and watched Downtown? Did I do that everyday and become a pai kia? what the shit la, she should be happy I didn't turn out to be like my cousins. She should be happy I actually listened to her. She should be happy I actually study and want to aim higher, not like her who's scared of the future.
Ok now I'm getting emo today. Thanks to Downtown, my mood has gotten better. BUT because of my ofukuro, it went downer than before. Thanks dammit. Now I'm blaming myself again. If she should appreciate me, then I should appreciate her as well. I shouldn't have retaliated like that. But it's fucking not my fault la. HOW CAN I FRIGGING BECOME A "GD DAUGHTER" EVERYDAY?! ふざけん じゃない。AT LEAST I CARE ABT MARKS LA DUHHHH! ARRRGGGGHHH EVERYTIME I BLAME HER FOR SOMETHING, I JUST BLAME MYSELF BACK. I'M FUCKING INSANE. I DON'T WANNA THINK ANYMORE. GOING TO SLEEP. NOT GONNA CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO ME. IT'S NOT LIKE I DESERVE ANYTHING ANYWAY.
