Wednesday, June 11, 2008
10:12 PM
I better start mugging for POA siaaaaa.... Scared I'll waste my holidays just like that. I did some stuff last week, but they're so little T_T anw, FUTATSU NO KODOU TO AKAI TSUMI FULL VERSION is out!!! lol, I was so slow la, but yes finally it's out~~ I've been waiting like crazy for the full version. AKAKU AKAKU AKAKU YURETE~~~~ lols...
Last week, I just figured I got low EQ =.=! Since people said I was emotional, I thought I had high EQ. zzzz but found out from my mom that emotional people are low EQ people, coz they get emotional at almost everything. High EQ people know when to get emotional and when not to, and since then I'm like... very dead, zombie-ish x.x Maybe there really are things you prefer not to know, coz low EQ is a bad thing, after doing some research. Good thing is... well, nothing xD
Oh ya, does anyone know how to reset WMM? I mean, my WMM, Windows Movie Maker is spoilt and I wanna re-install it, but that's the problem lah. WTF ZZZZ I REALLY REALLY need to use my WMM so if anybody can help me fix my WMM, you're my lifesaver!!!! (but unfortunately being my lifesaver is voluntary work ^_^v)
zzzz I don't know what else to sayyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hmm, now that I think of it, I'm ruining my life plan T_T Well, I planned to work since 15 but I'm not working, seee *slacks* Grr I better Ganbatte before I ruin any more of my life plan, since it's damn important. If you want to achieve what you want, you better be prepared for what's coming. Yosh, ok nothing better to say xDD You DO know what is my life plan right?? Ok, if you care to read, then...
1)Start work at 15, and save to get a car by 20 ((:
-It's cool to drive you know xD So I wanna drive to uni, so cool xDD then I can show those frigging arrogant people who I really am xDD
2)Get a frigging 10 points for Os, and go to a frigging good JC.
3) At 19, take the license to get a car. If I fail, there's still 1 more year to go! xD
4)Get recommendation to teach English in Japan. Teaching Japan is already a well-known ambition I've set on xD but yeah, if you're recommended then you'll get 99.9999% chance of having a job there xD but to get a recommendation, hmm....
This is roughly the idea of my life. I haven't really planned any "When I marry" plan or "When I get kids" crap. But ar, IF I was lucky enough to really teach in Japan, and IF I was lucky enough to have a guy attracted to me there, then I want to drag him here and ask him to live here xD I'm not going not be like my Aunt and live far far away from my family, forever. That sucks xD
Ok end of my CRAP POST. Help me think of a good thing for having low EQ please T_T and btw, I think my old habit is coming back T_T ARRRGGGHHH get it away from me!!!!! T_T If it really does come back, I'll post it up. Let's hope it doesn't ): I don't wanna live my life like I did about a year ago, where I was drowned in depressing thoughts. EEEE no no don't want that, shit what's wrong with me? I say I don't want, but I still really want to do it. Ah ok whatever, I've quit and let's REALLY hope I don't do that again, PRAY FOR ME OK?! =DDD
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