Wednesday, April 30, 2008
8:02 PM
waahhh I really felt like I needed to blog. I mean, things are getting pretty ridiculous la. About Jordan and Faith. I msged Jordan and Faith. Faith replied, while Jordan is just... ignoring, I guess? Faith seemed really nice to me la but I never know in real life. She was more considerate and she wanted to do this, which is good (: Yeah, girl power xD
I think I starting to think too much lor, like Piggy xD I got emo a while so now I need to post! muahahaha this is like the only place where everything belongs to me and I can do anything I want with it... lol, crazy? xD Yeah, I'm a siao char bor today ^^v I told DanDan my goals and she was..." SIAO CHAR BOR!!!" So these are the goals I have made for my life so far:-
-Play a song with my guitar before I come to 16 or before my sweet sixteen year ends
-Learn Chinese and Japanese
-Do some pro beatboxing! Now, I can hum and do some simple beatbox at the same time! I can, but to do both at the same time, my brain hurts x.X
-Get As for English, Humanities, Malay, E/A Maths for Os
-Learn boxing for self-defence >:)
-Go to JC, show everyone I'm not stupid as how they think I am (looks can be VERY deceiving!)
-Go to Uni and show people I can really make it and I can make things come true
-Earn 20k by 20 and earn a car with my own sweat and energy
-Go to Japan and become an English teacher there
-And if I could make it to being an English teacher in Japan, then I want to teach 5 languages
(English, Malay, Chinese, Arabic, Japanese)
-Be well-known for being a good photographer
A lot, huh? Well, they're the serious ones. The ones I made up for fun are like going bungee jumping, cosplaying, cross-dressing, and such xD Life rocks, when it comes to the good parts! When it's just all wrong, you feel so lifeless x.X but I'm happy with my life, my life is happy and I'm happy. Although I can fight with my Mom, fight with my Dad, get pissed off over myself, get pissed off over my friends and enemies, but I'm happy (: Coz I realised I love people, and people love me! I hope?? xD And I do what I want! I'm getting good grades, I'm learning what I want to learn, I say what I need to say, I guess my life is pretty much complete ^^
To everyone who are emoing and think your life sucks, your life is up to you. My life before and now is exactly the same, but yet I was living so miserably tt time cause I kept complaining how my life sucks and all, I cut and feel my future is gone. Now I give a heck care thought and I know everything will be alright (: thus, it is all up to you. Don't want to believe it, it is up to you ^^
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