Tuesday, April 29, 2008
2:45 PM
I feel so... GRR xD I mean, I went to this person's blog and I wanted to settle this thing. He wrote a LONG post and insulted my fren. Seriously, it was mean. Then I tagged not to. In the end, now I'm just sick of tagging around. It's so sicky. I want to settle and have peace. Yet, they think I want to declare war. Seriously ppl, I just want to settle this problem. People who can't read English should try another language.
I'm trying to be nice now, and they're trying to step on my head. I mean, seriously, if you all don't want to settle it in peace, just tell me. Don't make me waste my precious time trying to save your relationship with my friend. I'm trying to do something nice here and you all think I'm some fucker right? Then go and tell me you don't want to settle this problem. I'm so fucking glad to piss off sia, cause you all are inconsiderate people.
Yes, I went to his blog. I didn't mind him treating me badly at first cause I was the one that went to his blog and I called him 'idiot'. NOW, when I'm trying to be nice, he wants to fight me?? Just look at the previous post, didn't he say "tok properly"? If that is talking properly, then I really don't know to which extent can he understand my tags.
Jordan and Faith. What I want to do is to make both of you and Danielle back to friends. But if you don't want that, then FINE! Tell me that straight! If you guys don't know, she was really happy that both of you patched, she has no longer any special feelings for Jordan and only wanted Faith to keep being her mei(i don't know if it's mei/jie). I may not know your part of the story, but I want to know. I want you to tell me exactly your side of the story. If you really think of her as a bitch, then I want to know why.
Because it's really one-sided for me to judge this story only from Danielle's side. But if you want to keep it this way, then tell me. Fucking tell me cause I'm sick of this. I'm sick of trying to patch you all with Danielle, yet I'm being called the antagonist. I'm sick of you all trying to see my flaws and myself trying to see your flaws. That's not what I tagged in Jordan's blog for. I just want to settle this problem so that all three of you can have a peace mind and don't think of this any longer. Is that wrong? You know what, it's really idiotic to have kept "fighting" with both of you all this while. Cause only now I've realised it's back to square 1. I'm going nowhere trying to talk to both of you who don't even care what I'm trying to say.
Now I post this up and tell you all straight up, my intention is good. I want to settle this, because now both parties think they're the good people and insulting each other is just going to involve more people such as me, and that JOE person. If you don't want my intention, then go ahead and tell me. Don't say "come we talk properly" and yet you want to bring on a fight. Because honestly, I have never seen a fight before. I hate it, cause I've seen my cousin totally beaten to a pulp before and I'm sick of it. Fights bring you nothing but blood. It brings you nothing but bad memories and turns your youth bad. You want to protect yourself, I want to protect myself too. Then we ended up hurting each other, and creating a lot more chaos. I'm telling you if you're telling me to go there and have a fight, forget it. I want a talk, a conclusion, not to see my friend and both of you getting injured. I hate people that hurt others physically for no reason. They're wimps and nothing more.
