Monday, September 17, 2007
9:16 PM
sometimes i wonder if all that happened in my life wasn't what I deserved. Well, I haven't been acknowledging some ppl coz, i dono?lol maybe coz I'm fasting, and I wanna act cool and all that. but then I realised acting cool is rlly uncool, so I wanna be myself again xD haha gomme gomme for some people who think i'm being...aroggant? zzz I only realised after thinking abt it at home LOL anw I'm starting to be emo again >_<"" It ain't easy continuing life especially during puberty, but I believe people until they take away that trust. And people say "studying is hard, those are the hard times. But it'll get better in life in future" I think it's kind of true because when you already study you can do alot of stuff and lead a life you want to, because you already experienced the bitterness at puberty, it's time for luxury in future. zzz I oso dono y i study so hard for, y i keep telling myself exams are really important, without even knowing why. But I guess that's how it's supposed to be, us teens have to find out for ourselves. I am going through the path of life blindly, as if i'm walking with a blindfold, but it's pretty fun. You never know what's next. GAHH WHAT CRAP AM I WRITING? ZZZ TIME FOR SERIOUS STUFF XD
actually since school started, I'M RLLY SLACKING! haha zzz need to ganbatte!! lol jyjy ppl. 3 more wks to ALL FUN AND NO STOPPING!!! so don't let some marks sink your mood, so make sure it turns out gd =)
