Sunday, September 2, 2007
9:09 PM
i dono y, i'm being so emo. I know I had this post going for ANTI-AGONY! haha but, agony a few days won't hurt right? lol maybe my menses is coming =O lol XD anw, i dono lar. Feel like nobody cares, which is totally ridiculous and feeling like it's better without me, which pisses others off XD and pisses me off too. Like, I'm not doing well in anything. Studies failing, and my family is better off without me. Y? I'm a BIG bully in my family and I bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully bully my siblings and I'm VERY rebellious XD and my Dad thinks "
You're the worst one in this family. Why do you have to be so troublesome? Others are all fine, but you? Creating trouble. You are troublesome and I do NOT want to hear any more of you. SHOO!" lol well, like always T_T cried aft that. My Dad said sorry, but uhh... no offence but all those words can't be erased by a simple 5-letter word. I mean, I hoped to forgive him but it's really painful XD being TOO emotional. MOVING ONN!!!! Then like, nobody cares =.= which infuriates ME because......
I DON'T KNOW! It just infuriates me XD but I kept thinking so. I'M GOING INSANE!!! LOL but there's still one good thing. I HAVEN'T STARTED CUTTING! YEAH! MY BIG ACHEIVEMENT! HAVE TO THANK OTHERS WHO HELPED OF COURSE =D :( BT THINKING TO START AGAIN. YOSH!!! MUST FIGHT AND WIN THE WAR XD i'm crazy XD
lol ok, being emo and crazy at the same time IS POSSIBLE! haha HAPPY HOLIDAES PEOPLE, OR SHOULD I SAY "HAPPY WORKING AT HOME PEOPLE!" ^^ don't stress too much but......
YOU BETTER PASS FOR END OF YEAR OR ELSE ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
lol ^^ ok tag if you want. don't tag if you're a LAZY BUM BUM! jana~