Wednesday, September 12, 2007
8:46 PM
Heys. Well, I'm bored~~~ Nothing to do haha. Anywaes, about a few days ago we got our Hist test. As alwaes, I got 6 =D okok, that's as improvement ok xD Then Dini got 3.5 She was well... disappointed lar. She told me she studied, and she got 3.5 =.=" And Ms Ho was like "I can't believe it. I got nothing to say" er ok... Nothing to say? That's fine by me, and I don't think I care that you got nothing to say =/ Dini doesn't either, she just cares about her marks =P
Then the day after she asked Dini for a talk? I was like, whatever lar. It's just a test, and talking to her THE DAY AFTER her getting the marks is... not going to work?!! So whatever talk talk talk talk. I stare stare stare stare at her. She's getting in my nervesssss. Then when finish talking, Dini was like telling all those normal stuff like "ohh diagrams new way of studying bla bla" Dini was ps-ed but didn't care much lar, who cares. Then after school met Jaslyn in bus. She said "Ms Ho told us you cry leh. Tell the whole class you cry when get test paper" Er... HUH?! Okay, is it me or is Dini-crying-scene just a SMALL TEENY WEENY matter and was made BIG by her?? zzzz Dini was mad, like DUH Who wouldn't sia being told to everyone you cried. Well, EVERYONE cries. Even Ms Ho cried in 2N2 FOR ALL I CARE and NO ONE except 2N2 and some other people knows about it. ZZ!! Well, Dini was mad and angry, but I told her, "you don't know she DID tell EVERY class mah. Nvm lar" So ok, wadeva. Then today, met Shahirah at Malay class. And she was like "Ms Ho told us you cried in class. She was like saying about you and some stuff she told you" WHAT??! Ok, Dini kind of convinced me that Ms Ho DID tell quite alot of people that she CRIED?? That sucks?? Dini was like saying how mad she was and I gotta say she was somehow right. I mean, she cried? Ok she cried, whatever MOVE ON! It was just a 5-min scene that is supposed to be forgotten. Done. Zilch. The end. Habis.
Dini was telling me Ms Ho is kind of scared of me?? Nah, I doubt it lar. I mean, c'mon. She can do all sort of things to me and I can only complain about her here if she just happens to piss me off.
Dini also thinks that Ms Ho doesn't believe in me so much? Ok, that part I wanted to squelch her and wring her and GRAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!! Lol coz well, there was 1 time when she said "Believe in me. Have some faith in me. I believe you ALL can pass and do well!" I thought I didn't believe in her but I guess I really did, EVEN after she lied to me once. Ain't telling anyone when. AND now she lied again or what? Er... If you don't believe in me, just say it. I don't like liars, and liars are not welcome in this world. I well. OK I CRIED!! In the morning before I came to school today I was showering and I remembered what Dini said and what Ms Ho said and I just burst into tears. You know, I really wanted to study and do well. I didn't want an F9 or C6, I wanted a B. A B!!! I believed I could pass, and I studied. I wanted to study more and pass my History. After getting 6, I WANTED TO SEE HER AND ASK HER HOW CAN I PASS THE NEXT TEST! But then after hearing what I was told, all my motivation flew out of the window. Somehow I wanted to show her wrong, but I don't wanna ask someone who has no belief I'd pass. That's it. Done.
Labels: EOY COMING SOON, horrible day, someone is always worse off than you
