Monday, August 6, 2007
7:20 PM
horrible day?lol with a gd mood, it's still awesome
Today was...weird? haha. Reached school at 8 something, got Mad-jie and Joyce. Then chat chat then joined Siyi and Dini. First period was Maths. Ms. Chia HARASSING ME!!! lol XD Siyi told me she's obviously showing attitude to me. Wanna show, SHOW LAR! I don't fking care if tt's what you want from me. I oso don't wanna sacrifice my marks because of SOME teachers like you lor! If you don't wanna treat me like others, I FUCKING DON'T CARE! I just need to study and don't need to depend on teachers, I've learnt from my P6 tcher, Mrs Chong. I still rmb her advice, if I flung or can't understand the lesson, nv accuse the teacher. No matter what, what good is it to accuse someone when you don't do anything about it? Just do what you have to if you can't understand or is failing, just study more. Heck care abt the tcher, and now I'll heck care Ms Chia. She wanna ps me or whatever, I don't care. She wanna be a bitch(fyi she isn't bitchy and I hope she won't deteriorate becoming one), I hell don't care. I'm just a student and I just study. End of story.
Phew ok moving on. Malay, quite boring. Mr Suhaini test the malay boys and girl abt memorising thingy, quite funny xD then recess, met Chandani and all. So fun eating tgt again. Aft that is Art, the topic made me pretty interesting. I've been wanting to make a logo since I was a kid =D Then VE. Lucky Dini don't have to share, coz she was supposed to. haha. So cold in the AVA room. Then PW. Wana do voice-over but boys always have excuses to NOT do it. It's been weeks sia, 7 weeks!!! That DingDing and Gary....
Me: Need mic to do voice-over leh...
Gary: Dingding you go take
Ding Hao: Why I take? Dini you take.
Dini: Why must I take?
Ding Hao: you never go Editting oso. You good lar you
Dini: I don't go, I don't go lar. Shafiqah you take
Me: Don't want lar
...SILENCE.. **me getting fed-up**
Me: Fine I go take, you all bakas ** stands up and walking**
Dini: Oh I baka you ahou lar
**me pissed off** FYI BAKA=STUPID AHOU=WORSE THAN STUPID
Me: Eh Dini you don't take right you don't talk so much lar. You want call me ahou, you go take mic lar. You don't want right, then don't talk so much ok
**walks off**
Well, I was mad because I was the one taking the mic. And she had to say that, not taking the mic. Although it's not such a big deal, but I was real pissed. I mean, it's like you don't take right, appreciate the person taking rather than all in silence and no mic at all. I say baka coz I had to do it. If Dini had took it and said " stupid la all of you. I go take lar" I'll just ignore because she's taking it at least, so don't care much lar. And she had to call me something worse than what I call her. But I tried to make myself cool down a sec after. I told myself it's best to become happy the second after you get mad, before everything worsen. Then aft that Dini called me "bodoh" which is stupid in malay. I say don't call others bodoh, becuz tt's what I've learnt from my religious class. Then she say "Oh then can call others baka lar?" Ok nvm. So I made a deal nobody says baka, ahou bodoh or whatever to people. Just their real names, so ok whatever.
Aft school, met Chandani. Ate a lot, we had so much fun lar. Then go school, Monowara wana tie my hair. So I just said ok abt it. Then she did, aft tt it was hell fun. I just let it like that, and Monowara...kissed me? I knew Dini told her to, by her eyes glistening with cruelty XD I just cooled myself lar. I'm quite a serious person, I hate that about myself but sometimes it's good. Then she put plastic inside my uni. I wana scold her but never, just eyes u kno XD then took it out lar. Aft tt, must becum happy =) then they disturb my hair. Joyce told me Dini asked her to do it so I was like fucking totally pissed lar. I didn't shout just say like stop it with a straight firm voice. Then she angry at me, then I was like, angry lar. Don't disturb people like 3 times in a row lar, people will get mad right. But aft I told her to stop it, I just let her be lar. I was mad, she was mad at me for scolding her? Whatever lar, anyone would get mad when you do like that to the person, and I didn't shout or anything just say firmly. When I see Dini disturb Chandani once, Chandani tell her to stop bt in a nice way lar. I just ignore until she did it thrice, or twice because she said she didn't ask Joyce to disturb my hair. I was like so emo lor aft that. Try to ignore everything and pay attention. How I wish I could be damn perfect =(
Labels: horrible day, i dono wad to think anymore, i must never cry, I suck, my life sucks not... bt y m i so sad
