Wednesday, June 27, 2007
3:34 PM
emotionless
Afternooooooon ppl. Today was, fun?haha morning SUCKS! Got some ITAI(painful) lecture by my mum, and sad ler. What do you do when both your parents say "every one of your siblings give me no problem, only you. The problematic one. Why can't you be like them? Give me damn so much problems"? both of my parents. My dad told me last yr I think ytd my mom. The same thing, I thought it was a lie. Guess it's so true now. Ok admitted it, I am the problematic one in the family. FYI, I'm the most unproblematic in my Mom's family =.=" but the most problematic in my family. Haixx, had to get my head stitched when I was abt 4/5, got severe sore eyes MC 2 wks had to go to hospital when I was 12, had cancer when I'm 11. The biggest problem, I have to go to check-up every yr now. Stupid lar, have to X-Ray always. And they'll implant teeth on my right part of my mouth. When I was 11, I thought they will put teeth seed and plant it and the teeth will grow haha what imagination. But implanting will take place abt 2 yrs later I think. Feel like crying, know that your parents are saying they don't want you and wished they had another person. Haixx, moving on~!
Went to school, almost late hehes. then tie thingy lol. Mr. Wong was talking a BIT too much became boring lols, but the movie is supposed to be interesting haha. T_T I wanna watch the whole thing, lolx. Nvm de, then go class. English, was totally SO SO SO boring, the boringest period for the whole day. Then Geog, okok. Recess, funny met Madeline FINALLY! haha then got science, finished sci workbk b4 everybody else =.=" nvm lar, then history. Everybody expected 3 periods of history cuz Ms. Ho most of the time use CME as history. Then she didn't, but get to go Lab 1 weee pity Esther kana scold all the time. She been keeping quiet, suddenly being like the old her. Then kana scold by Ms. Ho, pity her lar. Tsk tsk tsk... She is the vice-chairperson after all, doing a gd job btw heehee. After that, then go home.
We were at the shop near the bus stop, I see at the fridge. Have Anything, but don't have Whatever. I WANT WHATEVER! lol I acted siao then shout and scold the fridge haha. Then saw another fridge, have Whatever =.=" SIAN! Scold the fridge but got Whatever in another fridge lol. Go home den. Eat eat, play com lol.
Then got info that mei broke up wif her dar? Duno... Dam sry mei, maybe he isn't the right one. Instead of leaving one and getting one, you lost both. Haixx, nvm there are thousands of ppl waiting for u so u can just find one yer...
don't want do Art lar, very malas(lazy) de hehe Now listening to Bayside-Winter, heard a phrase " It makes you think about the life you've led,the shit you've done, the things you've said.And it's grounding, grounding." Yea thought abt the things I said and it's damn grounding, life isn't what you always think it is, and love is something you have to gain. First, I thought about those boys who disappoint me. I thought I should've seduced them and manipulate them, think of it as a game. But then, I realise I'm wrong. I did the right thing cuz " You'll regret it all Living behind your wall And you'll never fall in love If you don't fall at all" I'm glad I'm truthful cuz I did what I had to do. That matters. okies tts all I guess. so boring de post...zzz
Mom and Dad disappointed faces I can see,
Can someone let me see the light please someone let me free,
Cuz I need to escape I need to flee,
From the prison I'm living in it's misery.
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