Wednesday, May 30, 2007
9:45 AM
hmm...nothing to do xD
I slept on this ytd night. I ask myself, what do those people want from me? At first I thought, they want me to feel miserable coz well they say a lot of mean stuff to me about me meaning they want me to feel miserable right? Then ok, I make myself miserable. And I did, as you can see from my blog, my life is pretty much scrap now. When I write miserable stuff about my life, aren't they supposed to be happy? Aren't they? I mean c'mon, all you people saying mean stuff about me must mean you want me to be sad and all that don't ya? And see what this 1 person say :
"jgn step prob kid..emo. kalau da nerdy giler babi.. accept je lar.. dun act mcm ko nk orang semuer respect ko ah.. jgn nak suroh org pity ko argh.. PLA BUTOH!!"
Okok translation : don't step prob kid....emo... If your fking nerdy, just accept it ok. Don't act like you want everybody to respect you. Don't ask for people to pity you. PLA BUTOH( ok i dono wad this means, haha it's not in the mlay dictionary. Where does this person learn the words from? I must go check THAT dictionary out)
My eyes were o.0 you want me to be happy? For once, after you say all those stuff, you want me to think my life's so great? Makes me laugh. And am I ACTING like I want pity? No, I'm saying you all are doing some wonderful job making my life miserable. Isn't that what you WANT me to feel? Geez I don't know what you all want xD And um um, if you think I'm doing something stupidly horrendous by changing a bit of my uniform, then you should just keep quiet and let me make a big fool out of myself. You don't need to be so nice informing me I'm being stupid xD And I'm so so sorry, I won't check your blog out. But thanks for checking mine =)
OK another one. This one's so damn short:
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poser.
No need translation right?lol. I'm a poser? err ok, wait let me digest things first. If you want me to be miserable, then you should be happy I took your word that I'm emo. And do you know so many people are saying I'm so emo but it's weird ur saying I'm not? ^^V thanks,lol. I don't know what you all want you know. First say I'm emo, then when I say "Ok I'm emo, fine I am. Argh I give up telling myself I'm not" then you say I'm a poser. Ok, if I'm not wrong it's two different people tagging,but I don't know. I don't understand the IP address so much. If you're saying I'm not emo, then what am I? Poser? Why am I being poser, I don't even wear like an emo? haha I only write like one. Posers are the ones who wear like an emo but have no idea the emotion inside about emo and all that, right? And btw, emo is a state of mind not a fashion statement. So I can be emo without wearing all those blacky things. Are you saying my life's so perfect and butterflies are fluttering everywhere even when you spill darkness onto me? Do you want me to be happy and not be emo? I'm confused, really. Lemme ask you something, from the very start What do you want from me? What do you really want from me? Coz I don't see your objective. Maybe I was wrong in thinking you want my life to be miserable and all that. so now I'm asking you. I didn't block you because I want to know why you all hate me. I want to know. You're welcome to spill it out.
Labels: erm am I being too straightforward hehe sorry
