Sunday, April 29, 2007
9:11 PM
life is alright
Hope readers are alright,hehe. Ok, I'm thinking of changing my blogskin,again haha. So tt Esther and everybody who is 4-eyes or 2-eyes can read it =D.Anws, today alot of things happen. I read Dini's blog,went to Giant n Lot 1, self-mutilate myself(should there be an "again"?)
Dini's blog first =) read all the things she needs to tell me, and I'm not angry with you =DI'm just tired of myself. I'm trying rlly hard(if nobody knows)to be nice. If you don't know, I WILL do almost anything for anybody even if it's minor,I will try my ultimate best to help.I guess I'm praising myself too much n I don't deserve praises,haixx ok. Let's put it this way. I am rlly very much of a burden, so the very-useless-me tries her very best despite of her uselessness so tt she is not of some burden =D how's tt?better, I hope. and Dini, it's not tt ur nt gd enuff to be my bestie. You just don't want to be my bestie. Rmb?Last yr? U said "I m not ur enemy, we are just FRENZ n nothing more" you said tt yourself,I don't wanna say "no" to ur decision, I respect it until now. If you want us just to be frenz, then let's be. I don't wanna say ur my bestie and hurt ur feelings. Tt'll be horrible. I hope u can understand. And yes, I m dumby. So pls DO understand, you are one of the smartest students I know =D I guess I AM selfish, dumb, fat and everything you call me. I thank you, rlly I am thanking u becoz u r honest, I am NOT being sarcastic. Are emo girls sarcastic? No, so neither am I XD
Yes today me n family went to Giant n Lot 1 First go to lot 1 go to Pizza Hut YAY!My fave restaurant n then go Giant shop shop till $270+ then got this little shop outside Giant. keep stalking my mom. they sell these herbal drinks, and when the little cup finish. she will refill and refill and refill and never end. She only stalk my mom, and my siblings. I just stand there, coz I stare her with those "stary eyes"and so she nvr even dare to look at me,haha lucky me. My siblings like "drunk" and my mom got no time,then just buy lar. I keep staring at the shop owner,she nvr even look at me. Very sians lar, then go home. chat, shower, iron clothes. THEN...
I tried putting my fingers ard the iron, hot warm air. then I put my fingers and slide it at the corner of the iron rlly fast n nt so pain. then i do it slowly, ouch it hurts. then i do it again. again and again. Azmee's right, I'm one mad girl. Haixx,too stress I can't take it =( tag ppl, don't mind me blogging abt this
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